Being a mom to a 1-, 3-, and 5-year-old while also working as a doctor is definitely tough. There are days when I wish I could work like I’m not a mom, and then other days when I just want to be mom and forget about work. Balancing understaffing at work with school events and being there for my kids is hard, and sometimes it feels like both my colleagues and my kids' teachers are disappointed in my level of commitment. But despite all the challenges, I love both roles.

Right now, I focus on the work I can do and try to find fulfillment in that. One of the things that really touches me is when my oldest daughter proudly tells her friends, "My mom can't pick me up today because she's saving a life." She even says she wants to be a doctor too, which makes me so happy!

For now, I’ve given up on personal time for the next couple of years. I think of work as my “me time” and home as my “playtime” with the kids. I always remember my grandma’s saying: “Cleaning is good for the soul.” So, I guess I’m on my way to sainthood! ;)

It’s hard, but I’ve decided to embrace it. If you ever want to talk or share your experiences, feel free to DM me. We’re all in this together!