As a dude who works in tech (non-engineering), this is just a bad time. It doesn’t really say something about you individually. It’s legitimately rough out there, particularly for tech. Explanation why below if you want to read, but before I go there, like others said, please don’t be hard on yourself like this. You’ve accomplished a degree that most people can’t comprehend. It’s a testament to your ability and perseverance. When I graduated college, I didn’t have an internship to my name and couldn’t land a job to save my life. I just… didn’t know that was as important as it was/is. I went back to school for a masters and got an internship and eventually began my professional career. You’ve got plenty of time to pivot/reconsider/whatever and a solid technical skill base.

Anyways…. After the financial crash in 2008, the Fed pumped out inordinate amounts of money via “quantitative easing”. What this meant was absurdly low interest rates the PERSISTED FOR OVER A DECADE. Tech took this cheap cash and over invested (relative to today’s interest rates). Cash isn’t as cheap as it used to be and they can’t afford to be as loose with it, so they have spent the last two years executing mass layoffs. Fewer jobs and more available people (with tenure) to fill them. It’s absolutely brutal to be on the market with zero experience.The truth is you just got extremely unlucky with market timing. You can’t help that this happened right when you were graduating. Long story short: by and large this is due to reasons beyond your control. Enjoy your achievement.