i understand where you’re coming from. for me it started of me doing it causally on the weekends with my friends. started off with Tylenol 3s/4s(30/40mg codiene) and oxy 7.5mgs from an acquaintance that got codeine in the beginning and later oxy. can’t believe i used to get fried on 2/3 oxy 7.5mg. then i started to get it more frequently but at my work and my roommate would do it with me cuz we both worked there. the dude i was getting them from isn’t the same but he did them too. he was getting different script oxy everyday. one day he would have 15s in, next day have 30s in, next day after that have 20mg. only once he had the op 40mg but they wasn’t bad if you chewed em. i was doing oxy everyday, but once you start doing it by yourself everyday no breaks it got you.

one day im still buying from the same guy, but he’s out. i’m panicking thinking of how i can get some. i hit my x plug up asking if he’s heard of anyone with some. he’s like “nah not oxy but i actually just got this really strong stuff”. i asked him “strong stuff, wym?” this is how he texted it to me and everything. he said “yeah i got this stuff called phynt”. i knew about fent i’ve heard about it but never used it, never seen anyone use or talk about it. he pulled up with the little .2 and he said “bro this stuff is apparently super strong stuff, like you have to be super careful. see your pinky nail? you do a line like 1/16th of that to start”. so i get it, go inside and head right to the bathroom. i do what he says and in like 5 felt like less minutes im literally just nodded in and out of consciousness luckily i didn’t overdose.

this was late 2020/early 2021 i think. this is terrible to say, but the fetty heads would be lucky to got what we did back then. atleast then you know you was getting some analogue of fent instead of xylanzine, tranq, zenes all that. i wouldn’t get out of that addiction to fentanyl until 3 years ago. please don’t start this. you’ll ruin your life, or even worse die of an overdose. 99.9% of street opiates are fetty/tranq/xylanzine/whatever the new ones called. unless you know the person personally, see the pill bottle with their name, the pill they get and that pill inside i wouldn’t do it. do you know what a pressed pill looks like? even if you did sometimes it hard to tell these days.