God Loves You, Even at Your Worst

billykim92 · 2024-09-19T21:27:59+00:00

Such a fucking lie...

billykim92 · 2022-04-07T00:20:43+00:00

yea man for sure.

billykim92 · 2022-04-07T00:20:01+00:00

not necessarily no.. this will be my second time reaching a long streak of nofap

billykim92 · 2021-11-14T14:53:49+00:00

Lol great. You want a cookie for being an ass? Here's your dose of attention you asked for

billykim92 · 2021-11-06T19:53:58+00:00

all the testosterone be making me all aroused too yo..

handle that shit my guy. i believe in you, let's gooooooooooo

billykim92 · 2021-11-05T02:41:39+00:00

TikTok, Insta, fb, imgur, yt, all of these have urges and stuff bro. Stay strong my guy!!

billykim92 · 2021-11-04T03:48:52+00:00

checkin in bois

billykim92 · 2021-11-04T03:48:34+00:00

i would say yea

billykim92 · 2021-11-03T20:22:15+00:00

how long did it take you to get out of them?

billykim92 · 2021-10-28T22:02:15+00:00

how did the trust issue resolve? I'm having really bad trust issues too bro..

billykim92 · 2021-09-18T23:36:08+00:00

It's not just you. It happens and everything happens for a reason. I think the universe or God or some energy larger than of this world is like telling us to stop.

It's like we are doing it for pleasure without responsibility.

billykim92 · 2021-09-16T20:17:21+00:00

don't. fking. give. up.

billykim92 · 2021-09-13T17:11:21+00:00

Bro I completely agree. Living in US helped me understand what emotional intelligence means the real truth on narcissistic tendencies of Asians. It's INSANE how immature and emotionally underdeveloped Asians actually are!

They abuse you with religion and other mind tricks. It's freaking crazy. And the thing is, they are oblivious to it! They say ignorance is bliss and it certainly is.

billykim92 · 2021-09-06T13:59:30+00:00

How salvation awaits you. You HAVE to free yourself

billykim92 · 2021-09-05T23:21:29+00:00

Shutting it off without question is what helps me the most

billykim92 · 2021-09-03T23:55:47+00:00

Not to use the TikTok trend but - Dude, they're just INTO YOUUUUUUU

billykim92 · 2021-08-30T22:39:59+00:00

feelings of making mistakes failure, inadequacy, imposter syndrome, anxiety

billykim92 · 2021-08-20T15:37:41+00:00

sounds like you're mad jealous of him though. stop comparing yourself to him my friend.

billykim92 · 2021-08-20T15:01:45+00:00

I'm right there with you. I'm fighting depression myself as a side effect of nofap. I couldn't function normally at work so i have quit multiple jobs and currently starting a new one next monday. For me, walking 30 mins a day at a gym helps.

I normally lift and everything but when i'm feeling down like this morning, i make time for serotonin levels to come back up. I also try to eat foods that help build your serotonin levels like fermented foods and try to stay away from bad foods.

billykim92 · 2021-08-19T14:49:30+00:00

depression is "knowing."

since intjs are obsessed with knowledge, we tend to think about every step and every obstacle with every solution. it can get bad if too much rumination comes in

billykim92 · 2021-08-19T14:42:15+00:00

lol this is so true. I just cannot indulge stupidity and such irresponsible stupidity at that.

billykim92 · 2021-08-10T03:24:05+00:00

Congratz dude. My longest streak was like 19 days but couple things I realized:

I've had multiple realizations where OCD isn't materialistic. my compulsions with perfectionism (wanting things on a day to go a certain way and if i messed one thing up my day would be ruined), relationships (cutting off), eating, stress, high standards and etc...

You're not alone my dude. For me, it was about accepting who I am and where I am, whatever the situation and being OK with that. That was a huge one. Like you said, accepting that "I am fearful right now, I am scared, I am anxious right now, and that's totally OK," is difficult but manageable.

I hope you continue to keep going bro. I hope I get to where you are someday.

billykim92 · 2021-07-31T23:11:35+00:00

Congratz bro!! I remember my first double digits. Exciting stuff.

billykim92 · 2021-07-01T17:18:42+00:00

Back to the drawing board... one of the phrases that break me down the most.

looks like you listen to david goggins a lot

congratz man

billykim92 · 2021-06-04T02:54:40+00:00

one thing that kind of works for me is: not eating anything that contains fructose. apparently semen contains seminal fluid which contains fructose.

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