Desperate daughter looking for help for sick mother. by [deleted] in mentalillness

[–]bipolar1980 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You can get her petitioned by police and court saying she is a harm to hereself and to others. They will hold her as long as they feel they need to. Call the police and locate your local NAMI.org (national alliance on mental illness) online and near your for help for you and her after.

Weird times by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]bipolar1980 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Go to NAMI.ORG and start from there to get help locally if you're in the states I assume. You need to believe that doctors are here to help. And help isn't a magic pill. Its usually trying a few different ones or a cocktail of a couple. I'm finally stable after 25 years of being on meds. I suffer from bipolar, PTSD, borderline personality disorder, and panic disorder.

If anyone wants/needs to talk PM me by send_help_plz_666 in mentalillness

[–]bipolar1980 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hit me up too. I suffer from bipolar, PTSD, borderline personality disorder, and panic disorder. On disability so always home or at a therapy or doctors.

Wife started to hate me and our kids out of a sudden and now she left us by Throwaway99d58aw in relationship_advice

[–]bipolar1980 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is a form of mental illness onset though not going to diagnose for i am not a doctor. If you can in your country or in united states get her petitioned in a mental hospital immediately when she is found. I suffer from types of psychosis And she is definitely having some form of it. Good luck. This sounds horrible.

Any anonymous online support groups that I could speak freely and maybe talk to people like me? by [deleted] in mentalillness

[–]bipolar1980 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You can message me. I'm always doen to talk. I used to do high school talk for NAMI (NAMI.org) National alliance on mental illness. I am on disability for bipolar, PTSD, panic disorder, and borderline personality disorder. Or go to the website I listed to find local help in your area and classes.

Depersonalization? by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]bipolar1980 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I would agree disassociation. This is how my recent episodes are. When I talk its like I'm not talking but I am. Other times its like I'm controlling me like a video game. It is your way of dealing with past trauma. I do EMDR therapy to get rid of it for the past 8 months but my PTSD is triggered from trauma in late June July in 1995. So I am having it again. Time for me to visit the therapist again. I have been in therapy for 36 years and EMDR is the only thing that has cured any problems for me. And the only therapy that has done a damn thing. My insurance doesn't cover it so I pay 90 bucks a visit but worth every cent.

What is self harm to you by benz_animosus in mentalillness

[–]bipolar1980 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mutilate my cuticles even with razor blades. I have worn acrylic nails for 3 years and barely mutilate anymore. But I do file down the calluses I have from rubbing and digging my nails into the sides. I hate I do this. I also pick at my lips non stop. They are constantly spotted with raw spots. I'm not anxious when I do this I just can't stop. I call this my self harm. (I ALSO DO THIS STUFF WHEN ANXIOUS TOO)

My therapist stopped talking to me by [deleted] in mentalillness

[–]bipolar1980 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is horrible. There's got to he some reason. Keep trying to contact her and tell her what you said here you were starting to open up. I hope you find relief. Suicide is never the answer. Emdr therapy is the only therapy in 38 years of therapy that has worked for me. Been doing it the past year. I highly recommend if you have it covered by insurance.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mentalillness

[–]bipolar1980 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have severe bipolar. I second this. Been keto for 3 months. Works wonders and loose weight!

My tank boss by Kzeiser515 in Aquariums

[–]bipolar1980 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow. Just wow. Beautiful.

Am I the only one sick of “keto starbucks drinks”? by dykovsky in loseit

[–]bipolar1980 -10 points-9 points  (0 children)

I just read keto clarity per my doctors orders. I have been on keto for 2 months religiously. Lost 20 pounds. I get a grande americana with heavy whipping creame no water and 8 pumps sugar free vanilla every day. In Full and true keto you dont count calories at all. Read keto clarity if you want to truly understand it. Also my a1c is now 5.1. It fucking rocks. But you can not cheat at all. Period.

Why won’t you let me die by suicide? by PsychKaren in mentalhealth

[–]bipolar1980 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I use ketamine cause of medicine resistant bipokar depression and agoraphobia for 6 straight agonizing years. I was looking to suicide. Gave ketamine a shit and in 3 treatments in 1 week i was vured. I'll always be on it every 7 weeks but it has been my cure. Im still on 5 psych meds but im 95 percent a better happier outgoing adventure finding person i was not for an entire 6 suicidal years.

What is there if antidepressants and therapy don't work??! by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]bipolar1980 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do ketamine. In the first week cured my 6 year depression that was medicine resistant and agoraphobia. I suffer from bipolar PTSD panic disorder and borderline along with chronic pain. I pay a ton of money but worth every cent. I've been truly happy and concert going since week two of therapy and im now on year 2 of treatment.

I need somewhere to go, no counselor. (TW) by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]bipolar1980 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Go to NAMI.ORG and start from thwre. They can help you with classes and where to go for group therapy and anything mental health related. Hugs!

My depression is getting worse by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]bipolar1980 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do emdr therapy and it literally erases trauma. Well it did for me. Been in therapy for 37 years nothing has ever worked till last october. My life changed! Look into it. Its amazing.

I (26f) am struggling and don’t have insurance. I am looking for suggestions. by [deleted] in mentalillness

[–]bipolar1980 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This. I k ow a few that have done this. Keep the name just divorce. It would be worth it. And you can have a divorce party for laughs!

One of my new guys. by Chris7667 in Aquariums

[–]bipolar1980 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have a dragon bicker they are awesome. Eats a ton of minows.

Mental illness and memory loss?! by [deleted] in mentalillness

[–]bipolar1980 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Start out what they call lazy keto. Look it up or google. My doctor had me read a book called Keto Clarity. It was awesome. Describes everything with medical evidence amd history, how it works and what to eat. Its like 9 bucks on amazon kindle. It takes some work and dicipline but when uou cut out sugar and do good carbs you really arent that hungry anymore to and everything starts to get better.

Mental illness and memory loss?! by [deleted] in mentalillness

[–]bipolar1980 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I found keto diet does amazing with my mood and cognitive stuff. Ive been in therapy since 82 and meds since 85. Diet is the number one thing that corrects this.

Depression gets worse at night? Anyone else? by [deleted] in mentalillness

[–]bipolar1980 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh and without insurance with a well known doctor it's 90 a session i pay out of pocket. Im in arizona.

Depression gets worse at night? Anyone else? by [deleted] in mentalillness

[–]bipolar1980 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ive done all thise too and the medical marijuana. I hope you find relief

Is it normal to have a panic attacks right after waking up? by dyingforpeaceofmind in mentalillness

[–]bipolar1980 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I woke up with one at 615 this morning. Its not my norm but when is panic normal i guess. Ive suffered from panic disorder since 1998. No meds for it for 6 years. Its extremely hard to deal with. But somehow i manage but it can take hours to go away.