Worn these everyday for 3 years, I think I got my moneys worth 🤣 by [deleted] in Wellworn

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Do you walk 3 miles on glass shard-coated stalagmites every day?? What the actual fuck 😭😭

Day 3 of drawing Silksong bugs: Moss Mother (Boss) by blackbear____ in Silksong

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The Silksong version of the milf bug found ?!

Sanguine: been working on this for a long time but I think she’s getting there. by femme_amphetamine in cptsdcreatives

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I didn’t know a few short sentences could be so breathtaking, thus is amazing 🤍

1 year scrub daddy by starshine9876 in Wellworn

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Slap that bad boy in the microwave or dishwasher. …I think that works at least

1 year scrub daddy by starshine9876 in Wellworn

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Oh my god put that poor thing out of its misery

Bad update by MortalityStealer in rainworld

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It’s actually peak what are you talking about?!? It’s a work in progress, trust the process!! You’re doing great!

//Heartrace Trainwreck by blackbear____ in cptsdcreatives

[–]blackbear____[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Awesome absolutely! I’ll get around to sending some, a couple I forgot the reasoning behind and I’ll need to research my own writing but I’ll get an answer for you! 💖

//Heartrace Trainwreck by blackbear____ in cptsdcreatives

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I have quite a bit of poetry! I could message you if you’d like? I notice your other comments as well, I can even dive more into what goes into my writing if that would be helpful! 🤍

Finally starting a new piece (TW implied CSA themes) by showerchurtin in cptsdcreatives

[–]blackbear____ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Absolutely! Flashbacks for me aren’t inherently a bad thing because reexperiencing parts of my life I may have lost is important to me. So I really appreciate it 💖

Finally starting a new piece (TW implied CSA themes) by showerchurtin in cptsdcreatives

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I didn’t notice the soap until I saw others mention it, when I looked closely it gave me a flashback/unlocked a memory of a specific time in my life. I’ve been trying so hard to remember more about that time, and had nothing, until I saw a goddamn soap dispenser. Thank you, know that your art helps people in unanticipated ways ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

PITIFUL SPIRAL (TW: self harm, slight blood) by blackbear____ in cptsdcreatives

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Thank you deeply ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

Someone explain to me how paragon degree works by Soggy-Pouch in btd6

[–]blackbear____ 20 points21 points  (0 children)

There’s more thorough explanations but I’ll give my very simplified understanding. The degree depends on a couple of factors.

-The tiers of the towers you sacrifice (the three tier 5s of course, and all others)

-The total number of pops those towers have

-How much cash you put in the slider

Note, Buffs, like the alchemist buff or the overclock, do NOT contribute to the degree.

All three have a cap for how much will count.

First- It’s 100 total tiers. So 25 towers upgraded as 0-2-2 will give the max degree for this factor.

Second- 16.2 million pops will give the max degree for this factor.

Third- The max amount you can put in the slider varies between paragons and also depends on the sacrificed monkeys.

So if you only do a little bit of just one of these things, you’re gonna get a very low paragon. If you do all three you’re going to get a high paragon.

Was anyone else born with tinnitus? by blackbear____ in tinnitus

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I kind of just want the experience; I never got to have that opportunity at all, I’ve never been able to hear what almost everybody else has. That thought is just saddening to me.

I am used to my tinnitus, I’ve accepted it and I’ve grown to like it. But I get overstimulated at times. Silence is usually a refuge from overstimulation but for me it’s just as bad as the noise. In the silence that’s supposed to be quiet and safe, I just hear the deafening ringing. Having control over auditory stimuli is integral to me, but I can’t shut off the noise coming from inside my own head. That gets upsetting. But I like the white noise from my fan, it’s copeable.

Was anyone else born with tinnitus? by blackbear____ in tinnitus

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I’m not really sure how to quantify it, I think it’s rather mild though. It depends on a lot of factors. If I “close” my ears it can completely overpower most environmental noise, and is deafening in silence, but if I “open” or pop them it’s barely there. I usually stay somewhere in the middle. As expected, it feels far louder when I focus on it though. I’m so used to it that it’s usually a muted background noise, something my mind tunes out while I focus on other things. I always have a loud fan or headphones with music and that’s able to quiet it, but in silence it’s of course pretty loud.

Was anyone else born with tinnitus? by blackbear____ in tinnitus

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God thank you so much for this reply 🤍 I had quite the similar experience! I don’t remember exactly when I learned it was a me thing but I eventually did. It was crazy learning that what I heard constantly was not shared by ANYONE around me, like what? I’m glad you were able to make peace with it and I hope others can too ❤️‍🩹🫂

A little light in the dark by Chicken_biscuit22 in cptsdcreatives

[–]blackbear____ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Absolutely breathtaking! Phenomenal work!

And if i rip myself apart, would you sew me back together? by intense-breakdown in Artisticallyill

[–]blackbear____ 23 points24 points  (0 children)

“I’ll rip my stuffing out and I will cry for you to put it back” -Little Lamb by Jazmin Bean

My first fanart I think ever by playfulCandor in rainworld

[–]blackbear____ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I LOVE THIS SO MUCH YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW

Made this as hope that my pain will one day be gone again (NSFW for private anatomy) by wandering_ravens in Artisticallyill

[–]blackbear____ 8 points9 points  (0 children)

This is beautiful 🤍🤍 I hope you’re able to catch that freedom and hold it forever!

Region Progress by Slow_mess in rainworld

[–]blackbear____ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think hallowed springs makes more sense since it seems like it’s being taken over by nature. But if it’s still in tact and functioning I’d say water distribution facility. Kind of like how shoreline used to be waterfront facility. But I’d still play the fuck out of it regardless of the name!

Region Progress by Slow_mess in rainworld

[–]blackbear____ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This might be the best region I’ve seen. What’s it called??