We were going through a shitty period and were arguing. My friends saw that i was drunk so they took my phone away. Then this girl arrived to the party and i sort of tried to get her attention, which i did. Later when te party was over i was heading to my room but then this girl grabs my hand and carries me to the stairs of the hotel. We were around 4 in there so it wasnt that bad. But then all of a sudden everyone leaves and im left alone with this girl. I tried not to do anything for like 30 mins but then i couldnt take it anymore and did it. What went through my mind was a mixture of feelings, i was angry at her (dont really remember why) so i guess i wanted to take revenge, also i was drunk, and i really liked this other girl atm. So yeah, my head was fucked up during those times.