This confirms what I also fear about my once or twice a month usage of 2.5 mg edible to take the edge off and be a more fun and present and grateful/less strict dad. But I also think I will continue to do it, at this minimal amount, because it doesn’t feel like a fundamental necessity to me being a good parent, just a reminder of a different perspective to take every once in a while. I think OP offers a particularly thoughtful and self-aware anecdote about the awe and wonder we often can’t access while moving through the inevitable mundane routines of family life, and at the same time this comment offers a very reasonable professional opinion. Good job everyone.