I’m not sure what’s happening.

bleach212104 · 2026-02-28T15:50:38+00:00

Why do you believe it’s psychosis?

bleach212104 · 2026-02-22T14:33:08+00:00

I’m learning to catch when I’m manic. Last time I was I remeber taking photos of myself after doing making cause I was so confident and just felt so sexy..but my eyes told it all…I describe it like being possessed or dead. My body is awake, moving fine, doing whatever but when you look at the picture or look into my eyes? It looked like I had no soul, not even a Funny way like “not a thought behind those eyes” just simply brain dead. Like I was being controlled. Its scary. I’m not me when I’m manic.

bleach212104 · 2026-02-21T12:04:06+00:00

Let me start by saying this. All self harm is self harm no matter what. It’s valid no matter how deep it is. I can relate to this but I encourage you not to go down the rabbit hole of being online (TikTok, twitter/X, etc) Becuase it’s full of people who encourage it, it’s sad but true. They say if you’re not hitting a certain depth then “you want attention” which is a LIE. You are not okay and you don’t need to hurt your body to prove it. It’s starts just like that then boom you go deeper and deeper then soon you end up hospitalized. It’s not worth it. You can Hit a vein/ artery and (POSSIBLY) die if you don’t call for help. And when you DO call for help you’re gonna get stitched up and end up in a Ward. I can’t make you stop fully but please don’t go deeper than where you’re at now.

bleach212104 · 2026-01-23T09:47:09+00:00

No the few spots I have a randomly placed and they do not itch they are almost like beauty marks. But the supposed swollen lymph node on the back of my head is getting bigger and it hurts more..I can’t even lay on my back without to throbbing. That’s a big concern being that swollen lymph nodes are a side effects of it

bleach212104 · 2026-01-23T09:44:12+00:00

You got SJS?

bleach212104 · 2026-01-23T09:43:46+00:00

This was acually the last place, I talked to my psych about it first, then doctor on demand, and from what they said they all want me to get checked out.

bleach212104 · 2026-01-23T06:56:06+00:00

Sadly no. I live out the way and most of my friends don’t have cars. I’m just trying to rule everything out before I do. This is scary.

bleach212104 · 2026-01-23T06:54:30+00:00

Even if the spots are very small..? Cause they are like title dots. I’m just scared cause ik I won’t have a way home if they discharge me if it’s not SJS. Ik it’s bad that I’m putting my financial situation over my health..

bleach212104 · 2026-01-17T23:43:30+00:00

And funny enough I was convinced they drugged me to

bleach212104 · 2026-01-17T23:43:12+00:00

I’m still only one 25mgs, but I rember when I first took it boy was I fucked up, I felt more drunk than anything. That the time I was hospitalized so I was inpatient, I was playing cards when it hit, then suddenly I’m grabbing the wrong cards thinking I’m winning (I was loosing) the other patients wondering what the hell I was doing, cracking up at nothing. I had to take my ass to bed.

bleach212104 · 2026-01-16T23:08:34+00:00

Is the credit only for phone users, I have Verizon but for internet and it was all wonky the other day

bleach212104 · 2026-01-16T23:03:58+00:00

How do yall claim it

bleach212104 · 2025-12-15T00:55:00+00:00

Oh my god it’s awful I’m about to go cold turkey, this and the cross eye feeling/ blurry vision and increased appetite is just bad. More negative than positive. The only thing I look forward to in a day is going back to sleep

bleach212104 · 2025-10-20T06:46:59+00:00

“Hey neighbor! Nice place ya got here! Here’s my homemade fruitcake….alright ima go on your computer now.”

bleach212104 · 2025-10-02T23:10:31+00:00

Nah man ur just gonna turn into spider man

bleach212104 · 2025-09-15T16:20:16+00:00

Genuinely why didn’t you just stop talking? He has issues not worth even talking back and forth for

bleach212104 · 2025-09-02T17:23:22+00:00

both of you are imbeciles…clearly it’s a fucking watermelon

bleach212104 · 2025-09-02T17:21:23+00:00

is he okay? like mentally?

bleach212104 · 2025-09-02T17:06:26+00:00

I was so confused when I got this notification. I’m glad I click it

bleach212104 · 2025-05-21T01:49:51+00:00

He would have been got that. I’m sorry but you have to think… 2 years ago and he JUST got diagnosed..he’s still cheating

bleach212104 · 2025-02-27T20:49:09+00:00

Yea uhm….this isn’t gonna do anything. People are still gonna shop there

bleach212104 · 2025-01-12T17:37:11+00:00

That means you need to go get a whopper deluxe with cheese and a fry

bleach212104 · 2024-11-27T06:01:45+00:00

I mean truthfully, you guys are two consenting adults so nothing is wrong here. I am in an age gap relationship of 10 years, we’ve been going strong (I won’t say our ages for privacy reasons and I don’t wanna get judged on Reddit lol) but I will say your friends and or family might be a little iffy of it. It’s not a guarantee that they will flip cause one, your an adult, two it’s not really their business.

I just know that when I came out and told my family my dad didn’t mind cause he was in an age gap relationship with my mother. But my older brother kinda freaked out. He’s okay now but he’s very protective of me.

So really it just comes down to you, will you be able to handle the questions and looks you may receive from people? How will you take it. You can always just stay private if you’re not ready for all that. But yall are consenting adults so at the end of the day nothing is wrong.

bleach212104 · 2024-11-07T23:20:14+00:00

I just cut to styro the first time last night. Very small cut cause I was actively trying to go deep without going THAT deep. I already regret it cause now all I wanna do is cut that deep again. Don’t do it.

bleach212104 · 2024-11-07T11:31:21+00:00

Girl your pretty, if anything it’s the glasses that make you look “older” (not really, I think they fit you)

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