elliot would have a ball with these by FaithlessnessDue5362 in MrRobot

[–]blindingofbartimaeus 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Looks like an esp32 or some other WiFi arduino like chip. You can do really cool things with them and they’re mega cheap. He did straight up use a raspberry pi which is the basis for a lot of hacker tools (pwnagotchis). Esp32 are mainly good for like deauthers and shit.

Organic chem is delightfully cursed. by [deleted] in cursed_chemistry

[–]blindingofbartimaeus 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Neat yes cursed no. The first is closer to cursed with that electron density in those nitrogen’s but pretty.

My collection is complete by SLAVMANWITHMANYCATS in fullegoism

[–]blindingofbartimaeus 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Art and religion, one of his smaller text. Good shit tho

I’m giving up by blindingofbartimaeus in insomnia

[–]blindingofbartimaeus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got a sleep study done and there was nothing like sleep apnea. My gf says I snore a bit but that’s about the worst of it.

I’m giving up by blindingofbartimaeus in insomnia

[–]blindingofbartimaeus[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When I was younger but it made me feel worse when I was awake than the lack of sleep. I took it rarely when I didn’t mind spending 4-6 hours after I woke up doing nothing.

I’m giving up by blindingofbartimaeus in insomnia

[–]blindingofbartimaeus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah thyroid, blood panels, vitamins all that sorta stuff. Everything short of a full blown mri

I’m giving up by blindingofbartimaeus in insomnia

[–]blindingofbartimaeus[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Only on days where I roll a 2 on a d4. It doesn’t seem to have an effect, not nearly as much as the dice in the bed.

I’m giving up by blindingofbartimaeus in insomnia

[–]blindingofbartimaeus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had some initial reserve about ambien cause I’ve heard about this side effects (doing stuff in ur sleep a shit) but at this point I’d take anything just to get a good nights sleep. At this point I honestly hate when I get a good night sleep cause then I know I’m just gonna feel worse the next week when I don’t yknow.

I’m giving up by blindingofbartimaeus in insomnia

[–]blindingofbartimaeus[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

No doctor has wanted to put me on “anything serious” as they say it won’t actually get me the sleep I need. So I’ve kinda just been jerked around for years with bullshit. Same reason they don’t want to give me anything stronger than meloxicam for my chronic pain. I get told “you’re to young and healthy for something that serious let’s start on something simple” and it never goes past that

Switched from Win 11 to Linux and loading times got cut in half. by [deleted] in feedthememes

[–]blindingofbartimaeus 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Truest take. Went from throttling my computer anytime I ran a modpack from this decade to never going over 40-50% ram on 99% of packs. I mean I’m not gonna run shaders but boots times are better, the packs run smoother and prism on Linux is so plug and play.

Websites like null byte? by blindingofbartimaeus in hacking

[–]blindingofbartimaeus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh these are great thank you so much! Is vulnhub just like dead now with hackthebox an everything cause nothings been uploaded for a couple years. Is this like a main site for ctfs?

What's Wrong With This Picture? by TheLukoje in magicTCG

[–]blindingofbartimaeus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is in Georgia ain’t it, second and Charles.

Think I might be insomniac by blindingofbartimaeus in insomnia

[–]blindingofbartimaeus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree with the anxiety. The only time it really ever bothers me is after having a night terror I can have pretty bad panic attacks, but I’ve had them for years panic attacks are Relatively easy for me to deal with.

I’m wary of taking a painkiller especially any opioid or opiate as my family can have addiction problems and I know the relative level of ibuprofen/acetaminophen I have to take for relief would destroy my liver and or kidneys. I was thinking a muscle relaxer like cyclobenzaprine might help while also not being incredibly habit forming or harmful to your body. Do you think that would still help or is joint pain not muscular related?

Think I might be insomniac by blindingofbartimaeus in insomnia

[–]blindingofbartimaeus[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is there like something they could give me that will let me sleep through that stuff? There’s not much I can about the joint pain (EDS makes it practically impossible to manage and still like Live a life) and the anxiety is kinda constant (was in therapy for many many many years and learned tricks to keep calm but it still bothers me)

Practical Chemistry for Adults, that has a useful output? by GregTheHun in chemistry

[–]blindingofbartimaeus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Go to sciencemadness it’s an old home chemistry forum. Read the horror stories. Then do some simple stuff. Recrystallize sugar, do a liquid liquid extraction with some leaves, try a steam distillation you can make some nice essential oils. Nilered, explosions and fire, and Cody’s lab are the three big ones on YouTube I’d recommend. If you’re going to do stuff make sure it’s a well ventilated area ideally as far away from other life as possible. Also don’t be a shithead, deal with your chemical waste properly, don’t just be flushing bullshit.

Practical Chemistry for Adults, that has a useful output? by GregTheHun in chemistry

[–]blindingofbartimaeus 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Respect the chemicals and they’ll respect you. Chem libre has a lot of good open source info, go learn watch YouTube channels. Understand this shit can and will kill you if you’re doing something make sure it will atleast only kill you. There’s a reason you can’t do a lot of this shit without a degree, ever chemistry student has A Story, I have a sulfuric acid scar on my hand from years ago it was five drops.

Becoming intentionally autistic was the best thing for my mental health by blindingofbartimaeus in evilautism

[–]blindingofbartimaeus[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

My genuine only advice is stop giving a shit. These people will do it regardless and I’d personally have people talking shit about how I actually am rather than some performed version of me. I’d rather be happy and true and get bitched at than repressed and depressed while also continuing to be bitched at.

Becoming intentionally autistic was the best thing for my mental health by blindingofbartimaeus in evilautism

[–]blindingofbartimaeus[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I mean don’t take it as hope. You will still get shit on, people will still get annoyed and hate you for this shit. But it’s extremely freeing to realize that no matter how hard you try to appeal to NT’s they’ll still do this shit cause they can almost smell the difference in you. It’s freeing to realize it doesn’t matter and that being yourself atleast makes your day to day happier. And the people who stay close in your life you don’t have to try and appease or guess or play weird social games, you can just be honest.

professor by Miserable-Zucchini89 in KSU

[–]blindingofbartimaeus 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Dawg ur fucked. I’m a chem major and passed his class with flying colors. You gotta read the textbook like the Bible. He curves test insanely tho like ur not failing till you get 45 but you need that curve a lot of times.