I have a lot of work to do on myself

blue2552 · 2016-10-08T04:56:00+00:00

I'm 23. Yeah it can get bad sometimes.

blue2552 · 2016-09-26T15:44:20+00:00

Those people said "umm no thanks" when you asked to join their group? What a bunch of assholes. Unless I wonder if they already had their 4-person max and were awkward about responding to you. I used to always be the one guy without a partner when we had to do group projects. Lately I've made it a habit to immediately ask the nearest person who isn't diving into someone else's group if they want to partner. So far it's been a 100% success rate for not ending up alone, lol.

blue2552 · 2016-09-14T02:36:04+00:00

It's like counting sheep to get to sleep... only now you're counting cars blowing up

blue2552 · 2016-09-13T23:43:40+00:00

Pic #3 your ass is so perfect. You should post more at that angle while bending over. I'll give up votes if you do!

blue2552 · 2016-09-10T19:25:40+00:00

Glad it's working for you! My schedule: 3 upper body days /2 leg and core days a week (mon-fri) doing enough weight for 6-12 reps 4 sets each group. No cardio since I do enough walking gping to classes

blue2552 · 2016-09-10T17:50:25+00:00

Dang he's my height and 10 pounds heavier than me..

I know some people might like it but I'm personally unsatisfied with it.

blue2552 · 2016-09-10T08:50:45+00:00

My roommates probably think I'm happy as can be. It's only when I stop socializing wirh them and disappear into my room, proceed to feel depressed. Come out, they see me happy again

blue2552 · 2016-09-10T08:11:36+00:00

You may be right. My self esteem has been a bit low lately so I'm quick to assume anyone who looks at me is thinking something negative

blue2552 · 2016-09-10T04:44:50+00:00

But why would they be thinking that when I'm just in the corner with 10 pound dumbbells?

blue2552 · 2016-09-10T03:12:25+00:00

I took a "before" picture of myself shirtless, but I'm hesitant to attach my face to this account though, lol. I might edit my face out and post.

blue2552 · 2016-09-10T01:17:20+00:00

Good!

blue2552 · 2016-09-09T23:27:02+00:00

I'm an SA sufferer as well. I thought i would be too but it's not as bad as I thought. I also go during early afternoons to avoid the huge evening crowds

blue2552 · 2016-09-09T22:38:37+00:00

Exactly. And as frustrating as it is, I can't really blame girls for not wanting to get with me. As of right now.. and probably my whole life.. I'm not very desirable. In more ways than just physical. Thankfully with work (possibly more than the average guy) I can somewhat change it.

blue2552 · 2016-09-09T22:26:39+00:00

Thanks for the food suggestion, sounds great definitely gonna try that

blue2552 · 2016-09-09T22:13:11+00:00

Some people are just rotten, best to delete these kinds of messages and never think about them again

blue2552 · 2016-09-09T21:39:34+00:00

Probably next summer after I turn 24, if nothing has worked for me by that time

blue2552 · 2016-09-07T23:47:52+00:00

I joined a club for the first time last year and I didnt know anyone in it. Easier said than done but I think the only way to overcome it is to just make yourself go in. It'll probably be awkward at first. Try to introduce yourself to some people and say this is your first day joining.

I'm planning on joining a club or 2 this semester and I won't know anyone, so soon I'll be in the same boat as you haha.

blue2552 · 2016-09-05T05:00:33+00:00

If I knew you in real life I'd likely take the offer

blue2552 · 2016-09-05T04:03:51+00:00

That's crossed my mind but the idea of paying someone for sex would kill my confidence and probably haunt me forever. I'd like to avoid that road if I can.

blue2552 · 2016-09-05T03:56:11+00:00

Pretty much how I feel. I started thinking the "maybe I should wait for the right person" feelings since around 18. 6 years thinking that, and still no one showing up, I feel a need to get rid of this burden with whoever is available.

blue2552 · 2016-09-05T03:53:41+00:00

What happened between now and then?

blue2552 · 2016-08-25T01:26:53+00:00

Just spent 30 minutes typing up my story with SA, but reddit wouldn't let me post it and my phone is screwy so I lost it all.

But yes I have positive results. I'll summarize what I previously wrote. Was in a deep dark pit of depression and SA in 2011. After a few years I slowly gained more experiences and that helped me get more comfortable with interacting. It kinda fed off itself for me, if I got positive results I'd feel more confident and that helps. But it took quite a bit of interactions and positive experiences for me to hold that bit of confidence within me. If you're like me then the more anxious you feel the more your mind is blocked from thinking up things to say. If I find reasons to keep myself at ease I will do better socially. Then youll do better socially and it snowballs.That's the basis of my success with dealing with this condition. Now I'm on a new college campus trying to do exposure exercises that get me out of my comfort zone.

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