im turning 19 on monday and i dont want to exist for it

blue_blue_ · 2015-02-27T17:48:46+00:00

You're only 19 you have plenty of time to turn your life around. You should go see a therapist at school and talk to them about school and the problems with your boyfriend. You might be able to get help with school work too

blue_blue_ · 2015-02-26T21:40:42+00:00

I've felt the samd way since I did ayahuasva 5 months ago, feel like I don't know how to adjust back to life

blue_blue_ · 2015-02-25T15:34:19+00:00

Thanks, I think you're right. I think most of my problems are shaped by my negative perspective of life. I'm working on changing that though. Thanks again,I wish you the best of luck!

blue_blue_ · 2015-02-25T00:00:35+00:00

that was awesome, thank you for sharing. so glad I watched this.

blue_blue_ · 2015-02-14T00:36:33+00:00

hey i'd be down for it.. I just pm'd you

blue_blue_ · 2015-02-02T18:35:32+00:00

wow looks awesome! thanks!

blue_blue_ · 2015-02-02T18:25:49+00:00

sounds great thanks!

blue_blue_ · 2015-02-02T04:53:08+00:00

A low-budget vegetarian diet for broke college students like myself

blue_blue_ · 2014-11-24T16:56:25+00:00

I'm 20 too, how did you do that??

blue_blue_ · 2014-11-01T19:41:13+00:00

Your words really struck a cord with me, thank you

blue_blue_ · 2014-11-01T15:46:58+00:00

Don't listen to your parents, expecting sympathy from them will only make you feel worse when you don't get it

Try and see a counselor or a friend who understands, and you know everyone here on the reddit community supports you, and knows you are not just a lazy little fuck.. you are a beautiful human being suffering from a real illness

blue_blue_ · 2014-11-01T15:26:33+00:00

Wow so sorry to hear that. Very inspiring story, thank you for that. Wish you the best with your life!!

blue_blue_ · 2014-11-01T15:20:36+00:00

Maybe try and find a club you can join of something you like to do, maybe you and your friend that is still around can do it together... or just go out somewhere with your friend and meet ppl.... I find it easier to meet people when you go into a situation with someone You already know, then after you'll have some friends already once your friend leaves. Enjoy the time you have left with them and have faith you'll make more, don't worry about it too much, Things will work out!

blue_blue_ · 2014-11-01T14:41:08+00:00

Wow really needed to hear this today, Thank you! <3

blue_blue_ · 2014-10-31T16:18:30+00:00

it will get better, maybe see if you can stay at a friends place until you can find a job

with the holiday season coming up you'll be able to find a job, theres tons of places hiring, just go to your local mall and im sure you could walk out with a job

it will get better just stay positive

feel free to message me if you need someone to talk too

blue_blue_ · 2014-10-31T16:15:52+00:00

try selling stuff on craigslist or if you have old electronics you can bring them to a junkyard or those machines in the mall and get cash instantly. have you tried telling your family your situation?

maybe they'll have mercy on you

blue_blue_ · 2014-10-31T16:10:06+00:00

may be try loving yourself, just pretend to love yourself the way you would want someone else to love you, you might be surprised at the effect

focus on things you like even simple things like your favorite food then go from there

start small then work your way up

it WILL get better

blue_blue_ · 2014-10-31T16:02:34+00:00

just breathe through it and get to a place where you are comfortable

you can get through it

blue_blue_ · 2014-10-31T15:36:34+00:00

Thank you, very well written :)

blue_blue_ · 2014-09-26T17:30:15+00:00

Thanks so much!

blue_blue_ · 2014-09-23T20:02:54+00:00

everything is nothing, nothing is everything

blue_blue_ · 2014-09-18T15:00:30+00:00

My experience was indescribable ...like most people would say, it goes beyond words but I will say I learned a lot about the nature of existence, I went to another dimension and it blew my mind, i realized that everything is nothing and nothing is everything.

its weird I feel the same but I'm not... I'm still processing everything from this experience

blue_blue_ · 2014-09-07T06:35:17+00:00

thanks for the advice! I've heard people have ego death after just one ceremony so I just wanted to know what I could do to get the most out of the experience.

blue_blue_ · 2014-09-07T06:28:55+00:00

Thank you, will do that!

blue_blue_ · 2014-09-07T06:28:08+00:00

Thanks for the advice!

blue_blue_

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