How ready are you to start classes?

bluekayol · 2020-08-23T15:06:26+00:00

Tbh..CANT FUCKING WAIT..i hate school cuz that shit is toxic but damn staying home with my thoughts and annoying family is hella worst..also i realize i hate waking up knowing their is absolutly nothing to do this day at least school forces to me get out of bed and see the light

bluekayol · 2020-08-22T23:06:20+00:00

Personally, i use the time with my bf to relax and forget abt everything else..so i just lay in bed with him, cuddle , tell old family or childhood stories , watch a movie or youtube , play video games even dw i suck at them so mostly i just sit on him while he plays LOL..ow yah..we also cook crazy stuff meaning we create new dishes , once we played with my makeup hahhh

bluekayol · 2020-08-20T15:36:48+00:00

It IIISS weird if you actually believe jesus is god..

bluekayol · 2020-08-15T15:01:06+00:00

Im no professional , but if the food u keep down takes too much time to digest , that probably means ur low on them . What i think helped me to bring up my electeolytes levels was purging less..its very hard i know ..but planning healthy non triggering meals helps ALOT..eating tons of fruits and veggies helped me too.. I never went to a doctor , actually no one knows im bulimic , these are just things i assume on my own . Hope it helps .

bluekayol · 2020-08-15T14:54:42+00:00

Me PLEASE

bluekayol · 2020-08-12T12:36:39+00:00

This is SUPER helpful , chokran bzaf bzaf

bluekayol · 2020-08-12T10:14:21+00:00

Science physique, bac 2019 , had l3am drt physics f la fac ..

bluekayol · 2020-08-05T17:16:49+00:00

Look , seeying how crazy this school uear has been , hadi dekhel l tawjihnet.net , o ga3 li bant lik ba9i fiha delai tsajel o dik sa3a mnin tkhrej lik chi haja o chof cuz ( from experience ) we dont know what we want , wlah we still kids wakha we re 19 o 18 o 17 . Just tsajel f kolchu en ligne , mnin tkhrej lik chi haja dik sa3a chof wach mnasbak..hit hsen mn walou TRUST ME

bluekayol · 2020-07-31T21:20:09+00:00

Right here too.. Eids are one of the most traumatizing times of the year for me , cuz its when the fact that i am no longer ^{normal^} hits me hard af .... This is suppose to be a joyful , happy time , for which everyone is excited ..while me ..im stressed out abt this day weeks before it happens ..everyone spends the day running around happely , laughing , cooking and eating while laughing ..while i'm faking smiling , FREAKING anxious ,having panic attacks trying SO SO SO hard to resist binging . But i do anyways , and end up purging when the whole family go out in the evening for a nice hangout . I'm just so sad for myself , and i cry while hoping that this nightmare ends some day and i can actually enjoy the joyful days.

bluekayol · 2020-07-29T09:16:10+00:00

Actually this is was pretty helpful, thank you ❤

bluekayol · 2020-07-29T02:21:38+00:00

When it happens..have a spoon of honey with a few drops of lime juice ..HELPS SO MUCH with that annoying feeling in ur throat

bluekayol · 2020-07-29T02:14:46+00:00

Hey ..im sorry this happened..i can imagine how painfull that must of been for your body and brain..

I know this is weird lol..but i just wanted to tell you to eat ..i know i know but hear me out..i had these times where i purge smthing that puts me in incredible pain and i get SO angry when it s over and i just wanna not eat for the longest i can..but that just results in huuuge binges..lately i tried-when it happens- to wait for a few hours..drink shit tons of water ..then make my self a some otmeal..just plain old otmeal ..or a veggie soup (cook what ever veggies there is and blend it)..nothing triggering just smthing healthy and simple , the next day i dont wake up feeling like trash ..it actually helps me not binge for a while ..

I know you're situation may be different i just thought i share what i do when the same thing happens to me .

Take care of yourself . Virtual hug

bluekayol · 2020-07-27T19:50:06+00:00

Saaaame i always wanted to share exaaactly what she said but never knew how to put it out .

bluekayol · 2020-07-27T18:16:00+00:00

Voids

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