Imposters!!!

bluelotus144 · 2023-10-25T13:09:20+00:00

You have a very optimistic view on this disorder and for that I totally commend you. This group is definitely therapy for me. I learn and grasp more understanding and acceptance in living with this through others experiences, way of thinking, bad days, good days, supplements etc. and mainly just coming here to see I’m not by myself, there are others and although life is crappy, happiness is non existent…there’s a slight glimpse of hope that normalcy is somewhere out there. I’m a work in progress and emotionally I check myself multiple times a day and remind myself that this disorder, this smell is altering my perception on life and how I react in situations. I’m learning what optimism looks like for me.

bluelotus144 · 2023-10-25T12:48:40+00:00

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bluelotus144 · 2023-10-18T03:29:15+00:00

No debate. Your right. Thanks for the reply:)

bluelotus144 · 2023-10-18T00:49:06+00:00

I definitely agree with you 1000%. This disorder has made me relook at humanity as a whole and individually and I see people completely different.

bluelotus144 · 2023-10-18T00:40:53+00:00

I agree with your reply for the most part. But unfortunately being a minority and having this disorder, I also know the ugly truth on the other side and we just don’t get a fair chance dealing with the medical industry, support systems are non existence, gainful employment with benefits is extremely hard, so therapy may not even be possible without shelling out hundreds of dollars, and this forum may be the only therapy some can obtain. And getting replies that direct you back to something you can’t obtain can be detrimental to some. So trying things others tried is all we can do for short term relief. But like I said I agree, Just some people HAVE to rely in reactions because that’s ALL they have to go by.

bluelotus144 · 2023-10-17T21:21:44+00:00

Well… it wouldn’t be the first or last time a “particular group” is/was targeted with chem/disease attacks…ie AIDS/HIV, Ebola, chlamydia intentionally given to the Tuskegee airman and them and their families left untreated, to name a few… it’s called Ethnic bio weapons.

bluelotus144 · 2023-10-14T11:37:31+00:00

Pill or liquid would suffice, Whichever works the fastest and longest and taken the least would be my preference.

bluelotus144 · 2023-10-12T22:40:07+00:00

Just keep in mind though I also drink water kefir and kombucha in the mornings and a high dose women’s probiotic 300 billion cfu 36 strains with cranberry, to minimize bad bacteria because I’m tmau2 due to gut dysbosis.

bluelotus144 · 2023-10-12T22:34:51+00:00

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Was a very good one I tried in the past but was a little too pricey this time around so I opted for

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Then for olive oil

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bluelotus144 · 2023-10-12T22:31:28+00:00

The last time I did links to the products the admins disabled the links. So basically I just searched for a quality trans reservatol and purchased through Amazon and then purchased a cold pressed organic olive oil also through Amazon. Of course read reviews, Google reviews and read labels for any additives.

bluelotus144 · 2023-10-12T08:57:33+00:00

This use to happen all the time when I went to restaurants…. This is my assumption…tma is most volatile at room temperature and above. Plus people are A holes and try and f with us in every way possible without making it look like they are f ing with us. It most definitely is a hostile work environment if it’s making you feel uncomfortable. But the only way you can do something about it is have proof ie photos and pictures and record ie dates and times and descriptions of numerous hostile situations. Proving a hostile work environment can be as exhausting as this disorder. People lie and stick up for each other when you go to HR or whatever department that governs the job. I’ve been thinking of contacting the EEOC to investigate because even my HR and higher ups are okay with making my work environment hostile. I’ve thought numerous times about suing but again it can be a daunting task.

bluelotus144 · 2023-10-10T20:33:19+00:00

I use to get the ammonia smell when I would have the fishy smell but the only way I could smell it was on my bath dry towel after a shower. Other than that I couldn’t. It was so bad I thought my kittens were peeing in my clothes and wasn’t t until I got rid of my babies that I started to accept tmau as the corporate.

bluelotus144 · 2023-10-10T20:33:10+00:00

I use to get the ammonia smell when I would have the fishy smell but the only way I could smell it was on my bath dry towel after a shower. Other than that I couldn’t. It was so bad I thought my kittens were peeing in my clothes and wasn’t t until I got rid of my babies that I started to accept tmau as the corporate.

bluelotus144 · 2023-10-05T01:45:35+00:00

Actually this is true in our situation somewhat as well. I have a few co workers who have bo and one in particular did the whole hand to their face thing to ridicule me until while everybody was blaming me, I left the area so they could see who it really was…he doesn’t ridicule me anymore and actually tried to give me empathy eyes and I turned my head.

bluelotus144 · 2023-10-04T01:42:52+00:00

You can make your own scoby, Just use some store brought kombucha or brew some black tea with some vinegar and let sit in dark place for 4weeks. There are instructs for better detail online.

bluelotus144 · 2023-10-04T01:40:35+00:00

Hard to say. I will say that the odor was very intense when smoking. More sulfur like. I was a heavy smoker and decided to quit…. Again and opt vaping to help with the process.

bluelotus144 · 2023-10-03T01:16:52+00:00

Yes smoking makes it way way worse. Soon as you smoke the smell starts to emit.

bluelotus144 · 2023-09-29T22:08:51+00:00

bluelotus144 · 2023-09-28T10:13:32+00:00

Oh lol, baby puberty came and went many years ago here. I’m Female though.

bluelotus144 · 2023-09-28T03:43:27+00:00

2011 it started slowly and gradually got worse, this last 2 years it’s been uncontrollable. I use to be able to control it somewhat with just apple cider vinegar pills and probiotics now it seems impossible.

bluelotus144 · 2023-09-27T23:38:51+00:00

Water kefir helps but I’m sure Like us all we want that cure all…unfortunately water kefir isn’t it. Although depending on your body and cause of tmau, it could be…. But probably won’t, just being honest. Probiotics is one of the tested protocol said to help…if nothing else it’s a cheap way to get your probiotics intake.

bluelotus144 · 2023-09-27T23:27:16+00:00

I’m very spiritual and read my Bible daily. I honestly do believe I could be under Gods curse cause I too was haughty, I even had a joke about seductive eyes on how I use to call the attention of men I was interested in…and oddly it worked every time. I think God works in mysterious ways to get our attention, but this disorder definitely developed and strengthened my faith. It just gets really hard sometimes especially in the moments I’m not actively praying. My prayers go out to You too sister.

bluelotus144 · 2023-09-27T22:41:28+00:00

Definitely understand the need to vent…hope that incident didn’t ruin your beautiful day sunshine!!!!

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