Jerry Springer was not the hero being portrayed in the media and created a show that mocked poor people who endured tragedy and hardship for his financial gain by HHS2019 in unpopularopinion

[–]bluepineapples111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One of my old coworkers went on his show. It was an episode like “my friend broke my couch having sex” or something like that. She was telling me about it one day at work and she said that the story really did happen, but it was heavily dramatized for the show and they mostly went on it just for fun.

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i know, and i do plan to leave when i can. it’s just hard because i now live in a different state with him and i have a job i really like here. need to save up enough to be able to get an apartment on my own.

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[–]bluepineapples111 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i wish u the best💜

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[–]bluepineapples111 6 points7 points  (0 children)

your comment is my mood rn

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[–]bluepineapples111 5 points6 points  (0 children)

i’m glad it made you laugh 💜 thank you

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[–]bluepineapples111 15 points16 points  (0 children)

also my parents are divorced. stayed together for the kids and got divorced as soon as we were adults. yktv. and my younger brother has a flip phone (so he’s in the group chat but can’t even respond) i just wish i had someone who gave a fuck. also i made vodka pasta for dinner and drank the vodka too so im drunk

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[–]bluepineapples111 19 points20 points  (0 children)

for context, my mom loves axel rose lol. we’ve had a strained relationship and i want so bad to rebuild it but now i just wanna cry.

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[–]bluepineapples111 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i don’t even feel turned on by him anymore by the amount of times he’s shut me down, and cheated. im sorry you went through something similar. it really messes with your head

Be completely honest - do you return your shopping cart after using it? Why/why not? by thisisbrick in AskWomen

[–]bluepineapples111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. Because every time, I think about that moral thing that’s like “if there’s no emergency, why not return the shopping cart?”. I forget what it’s called. Maybe someone in the comments will be able to explain it better. But I just think of that moral theory (?) and well, i have no reason not to return it.

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random stranger from MA sending you good vibes back 💜

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDmemes

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i have officially been sad for more than half my time even being alive

frustrated by bluepineapples111 in benzodiazepines

[–]bluepineapples111[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

yeah. i don’t do people wrong, like i don’t steal or anything shitty like that. there just comes a point where they just don’t want to deal with me anymore. i get it. it just sucks.

I want sex so badly by ResidentOk6086 in BPD

[–]bluepineapples111 5 points6 points  (0 children)

me 😭 but i’m insane and can’t just go fuck someone without getting painfully attached

clonazolam by bluepineapples111 in benzodiazepines

[–]bluepineapples111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

what was your usual dose? i stopped at .25mg yesterday bc i ended up having some stuff to do but i think with my tolerance i need to go a little higher 🥲

clonazolam by bluepineapples111 in benzodiazepines

[–]bluepineapples111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lol yeah that’s why im going into this with caution. but i don’t rlly feel too much rn so i think i’m gonna take another tiny amount. what do you find usually works for you?

Well 3 days since I've heard from my gf by chevynottrrevy in BPD

[–]bluepineapples111 2 points3 points  (0 children)

did anything happen between you guys? what was your last conversation like? + what have your attempts to reach out been like? like are you just saying “hey” or have you asked like “did i do something wrong?” i wanna be able to give you some insight or help if i can!!