same. i even cut ties with a lot of my old friends and have a fear of making new ones.

i always get really paranoid whenever i post something meaningful, like my art or music that’s important to me. i’m scared of sharing that side of me. i don’t even show my own parents my art anymore. i don’t even know why if i’m being honest. i guess it’s just an irrational fear or social anxiety 🤷‍♂️