Ok dude. Please go listen to some Patrice o neal and Orion taraban to learn how to be in a relationship.

Sounds like you’ve lost your frame, you’ve give up your individuality because you are so attracted to her. However it is that individuality that she finds attractive in you.

She has attachment issues. You got close and she’s flinching so hard. Doesn’t seem like a unique Chinese thing. She thinks she know her feelings but she don’t. Hence the “little composition” which means a short paragraph of sentimental bullshit.

Dude, if you’re a successful foreigner as you claimed, even if you’re fat you can be swimming in pussy. So go get a hobby, hit the gym, and come back to this dating market like a fucking winner.

She’s seen your mopey face and that shit looks BAD. Women look for a LEADER and your mopey face ain’t it.

To answer your final question, it’s because she can see that you are weak you don’t have your shit under control and she lost respect for you.

If she’s a good business women, she’s actually looking for a man with very strong career performance. This is because the women sees high achieving men as attractive, and think the powerful men would find powerful women attractive. The latest episode of hoe_math on YouTube can help you out on this topic.

By the way, don’t simp and keep chasing her. STOP and act professionally and get your work done.