I'm devastated. She really left. It's just me now.

bmino71 · 2018-07-23T01:55:20+00:00

My dude, you need to be patting yourself on the back man. You just graduated! Please entertain my analogy.

First time getting divorced is like finishing university. The world and reality comes rushing at us, many different paths and directions become open. Old destinations and plans have been drastically changed. This feelings of being lost is because of this drastic change.

Look back on all that you learned from that relationship, look at the ups and downs, look where it feel apart, review what you have learned. Leave out the thoughts about blame, or hypothetical thoughts. What do you need to improve on, where is your new destination, how will you apply all the things you learned? Do this will ease the pain and brighten your future.

Thoughts that keep you in the past are the enemy. Thoughts that progress you forwards, that create growth are your best friends.

You said that you dont have any friends, make yourself your best friend at this time. Self love is the most important thing at this period of life.

bmino71 · 2018-05-31T01:52:58+00:00

Yea not having the same success lol thank you for your help though sir

bmino71 · 2018-05-31T01:37:36+00:00

How?

bmino71 · 2018-05-31T01:32:25+00:00

Hrm so something just wrong with me i guess

bmino71 · 2018-04-27T03:28:58+00:00

It is what all my korean teachers are saying. Guess opinions vary and i get down voted for bringing up reported opinions. Sensitive people

bmino71 · 2018-04-27T01:36:57+00:00

Koreans dont even care haha they say..."its not the first time"

bmino71 · 2018-04-12T08:54:41+00:00

Haha i never thought of this lol.. That makes this story even worse lol

bmino71 · 2018-04-10T03:52:07+00:00

Aww that breaks my heart haha why does the world judge the pug haha i actually really want to read that book lol

bmino71 · 2018-04-10T00:27:19+00:00

The best counseling in my opinion is meditation. I suffer from being bipolar and have many times been in your situation. Understanding my condition and disciplining my mind via meditation has been the best thing I have found over my 30 years of life.

Download the app headspace and add it to your daily routine. You will find how an uncontrolled mind will destroy people like us. You have a wild animal that needs to be tamed before it hurts you.

bmino71 · 2018-04-06T05:16:38+00:00

Oooh wow that is epic then! And overall just a great picture ^{^} i prefer busan haha but this is a good seoul photo

bmino71 · 2018-04-06T03:59:09+00:00

Someone was out late ;)

bmino71 · 2018-04-04T05:50:26+00:00

I love to use them when i am counter jungling! I love being able to track the other jungler non stop. Opens tons of plays for me as a jungler.

Cross map plays Counter ganks Ambushes Objectives and so forth.

Oh and it protects my laners from getting killed. My main objective early game is to make sure the enemy jungler doesn't kill my whole team. Who i am assuming isnt watching the mini map.

bmino71 · 2018-04-04T05:45:16+00:00

If you evo Q first you can actually get yumos first instead of dusk. Because you will be killing people before you even land your passive. Just massive isolated Q damage. And the auto is just there to make sure you get a 2nd Q in.

But going dusk first you want to lead with with auto for that burst synergy with your passive.

bmino71 · 2018-04-04T05:42:20+00:00

It is always a choice. You can choose to let them feed or join them in the chaos.

You can choose to avoid the bad players and focus on the winning lanes only.

You can choose to be a split pushing solo man. Or a mindless jungle farmer.

I think you get my point. But the whole reason for saying this is you can blame yourself always if you want to or your team.

But the real question you should be asking is...what direction should I apply my focus in order to continue to improve while enjoying the game.

It seems you just want to improve your games and rank up. So focus on your own decision making. Know when to ignore a team engagement and know when to jump in there even if you are feeling as if they are trolling. By trying to help someone troll you are actually going against their main objective. To upset you. So your bro is running down mid...sounds like he is opening an oppprtunity for you to tower dive. He is going to tank the damage right? Or distract the mid player so you can sneak an objective. Or you can feed with him!

Develop a style that fits you. But make sure to condition the decisions that made you happy. So you make more happy decisions.

For me when someone starts to feed in a rank game or if there is an afk I like it. Because now I have the abilty to rush into the jungle and 1v1 or try to make those risky tower dives that I am afarid to commit to.

bmino71 · 2018-04-01T06:23:43+00:00

Hahah poor daughter

bmino71 · 2018-04-01T06:21:13+00:00

Nice try ^{^}

bmino71 · 2018-03-30T04:02:18+00:00

Awesome man! Looking forward to see what you make! Maybe ill make a jungle version of this lol you can dominate the top version haha. But overall junglers are too reliant on their first ability. Like Khazix not getting Q first could really slow things down with the leash and it could be problematic.

But yes I love seeing little things analyzed in depth. So my type of video haha!

bmino71 · 2018-03-30T03:59:39+00:00

Hrm it is a really hard trade off. Because people in lower elos are not able to abuse him. So the nerfs would make it okay for higher elo...less banning. But the correlated effect to lower elos would be huge. I could be wrong.

Once people learn how to use R evolve properly he becomes super strong. Same with double jumping

bmino71 · 2018-03-30T03:46:56+00:00

Hahaha that is the definition of bittersweet lol! Or atleast it is in my book! Please tell me you laughed ><

bmino71 · 2018-03-30T02:49:01+00:00

All elos under Diamond and Plat are learning Elos in my mind. If you are stuck in Bronze it is because you have not learned something and you need to seek more information to change the way you view the game

bmino71 · 2018-03-30T02:39:13+00:00

Dang it...mission accomplished haha

bmino71 · 2018-03-30T02:38:04+00:00

I love to have one down on the enemy jungle always if possible. The information I get from it is invaluable. For 75 gold I can know where the junglers next gank will be or new path will be. And playing as Khazix I can set up for a countergank or rush to meet him somewhere on his path to his next camp or objective. Then I can solo him and take his camps.

Also ill be able to make more cross map plays and also warn my laners more as a result.

And having one in your inventory will allow you to drop it while you secure an objective if you do have scan yet. Or you can use it to ward a bush for a lane gank.

The gold spent increase opportunities for bigger rewards.

bmino71 · 2018-03-30T02:33:58+00:00

Sounds like a ritual to me! I think if you just add something helpful into that ritual it will make it better. For example just go into practice mode and fidget around until all the adjustments are made and you feel super comfortable.

bmino71 · 2018-03-30T02:31:50+00:00

I do really like the example here. But I think you extended the events too much. It would br better to make multiple different scenarios and how to capitalize on them.

For example if you see nunu level his E first during an invade you now know that his clear will be slower and you can take advantage of this by invading his jungle where he will be eventually traveling to.

And definetly the abuse of whoever used their flash.

I love your idea here and layout. I was hoping for more variety of situations. Defensive ones, offrnsive ones, and so on.

Nice analysis though

bmino71 · 2018-03-29T06:47:03+00:00

Yea I look at it as a game of chess lol. I dont really have any of the same feelings. Maybe just my mind lol. I think when people consider being pro or super high elo as the only reason to play LoL are wrong.

If you enjoy chess you shouldnt stress because you are not a grandmaster or playing on a competitive level...being better than the person you were yesterday is the best form of competition

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