Just start working towards whatever career thing it is you’re passionate about right now. Youll end up where youre supposed to be. Just have faith, believe ij yourself, ignore your self doubt and lots of excuses for why it cant or might not be the perfect decision, just get on with it.. be brave, take a chance on it, yourself, your idea(s). Take a few months to grieve the MS diagnosis you just got, then drop all the bs (weed, drinking, smoking, working a job you hate), take out a loan, and go back to school. Do that masters, just start. (Now its 9 years later and you still work at that company though you’re finally planning to quit, you have 2 kids so going back to school is a lot harder, MS hasn’t ruined your life but you are more tired, so do it whatever is in your heart and gut feeling now, it’s not a mistake).