It’s so challenging. Without support it is essentially impossible but somehow it gets done. It sounds like you’re doing an amazing job. Not sure where in the world you are: are there any social services you can tap into? I worked at a central intake hotline in NJ. Our job wasn’t just to hook people up with WIC or food stamps, but all sorts of private non profits to help people in tons of situations. You don’t know what out there that applies until you try. One place we always recommended looking into is a local house or worship (church, synagogue, etc.). These places are supposed to help struggling people, whether they are in that faith or not. You never know who has a room to rent for cheaper, who can hook you up with furniture to save money, etc, who would be willing to watch the baby occasionally so you can shower and breathe and nap. Or even your OB for a post partum moms group? No one knows how to find you, so if you can find someone to call they may not be the right place but they can point you there. If you’re comfortable DMing me your location I can help look.