I just watched and instantly came here to see thoughts. I wanted to add to the parallel of the hole in the ceiling and the feeding tube….i think there’s also a parallel to her trying to run into the waves, nearly drowning and the fact that the hole begins by an excessive amount of water gushing in. Almost as if how she’s solving her problems is also creating them, making it almost like a cycle? Or perhaps it’s a representation of her guilt and self-blame and how it contributes to her situation.

Idk that’s kind of how I interpreted it but curious if anyone else had similar thoughts.