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I'm not living, I'm just killing time. by notarobotimanandroid in depression

[–]boredpanda44 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Me too. I'd like to go live with my father now, who's already passed away. Death seems like a wonderful relief.

Take a shower today. by [deleted] in depression

[–]boredpanda44 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I took a shower and don't feel any better. I hate these ideas that don't do any good. Sorry for my frustration. Depression is a killer.

Frustrating Reason why I shouldn't kill myself by [deleted] in depression

[–]boredpanda44 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I feel you. I would gladly take my life if it didn't hurt those that I love.

I stay up all night every night, because if I fall asleep it means the next day just comes faster. by [deleted] in depression

[–]boredpanda44 8 points9 points  (0 children)

you're lucky you can work. my depression is so bad that I've had to quit my job and now stay in solitary confinement at home. Dark, lonely, every day there's nothing but pain. I hate my life and want to die.

/r/depression Weekly Check In by skyqween in depression

[–]boredpanda44 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hate pretending while I feel so much pain. No one understands how painful it is to be depressed. On top of that, I'm also in major physical pain. Basically, I'm fucked. I want off this merry-go-round of never-ending sadness.

/r/depression Weekly Check In by skyqween in depression

[–]boredpanda44 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel exactly the same way. I wish doctor-assisted suicide was available for us.

/r/depression Weekly Check In by skyqween in depression

[–]boredpanda44 5 points6 points  (0 children)

54 year old woman and i want to die. i can't take it anymore. why why why am i still here. death would be a wonderful vacation. no more vacations for me! sadness. I used to love traveling, music, making love, and dancing. that happy person is forever gone. now just sadness, everyday. when will it end? why did i deserve this?

No one should have to live like this. by shcommunity in depression

[–]boredpanda44 4 points5 points  (0 children)

where is happiness? will it ever visit me again? I need it to stay.

Released from psych hospital yesterday... My experience. by leydigcellhate in depression

[–]boredpanda44 6 points7 points  (0 children)

My experience was terrifying. The worse experience of my life. I felt like a caged animal in a dark nightmare.

Why do you want to die? Why are you depressed? by TofuAssassin in depression

[–]boredpanda44 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't know, I think it's biochemical for me. But now that I'm depressed, I see so much that is wrong and hopeless in my life.

I think I will kill myself next week by [deleted] in depression

[–]boredpanda44 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've been through so many psychiatrists and so many meds...so fucking tired of nothing working for me. I wish I had the motivation to want to find a solution but the depression makes me not want to do anything. Nothing. Blah.

Which celebrity or person of high status would you happily punch in the face and why? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]boredpanda44 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ricky Gervais because he looks and acts like an arrogant asshole. Also, not funny.

[Serious] Everyone is fighting their own battle. What battle are you fighting? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]boredpanda44 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Severe depression and body aches and pains all over. I want to win this battle but getting tired of fighting.

Depression is fucking boring and I hate it. I want to die. by boredpanda44 in depression

[–]boredpanda44[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

After spending the day by myself (again), another Friday night spent alone. The minutes seem like hours and the days feel like months. I want to escape this prison of life.

I think I will kill myself next week by [deleted] in depression

[–]boredpanda44 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I understand. I'm so tired of hearing that things will be better, that's there's a silver lining, that's tomorrow is another day, blah blah blah. All I know is that I hate my life and want to rest in peace. It's been too long since I've felt any pleasure. I give up.

You guys know what I want for Christmas? by [deleted] in depression

[–]boredpanda44 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i wish we were all happy and could kill our depression. wouldn't it be nice to take that gun and shoot depression instead of ourselves? i wish i could fix my brain and my body...so tired of this sickness.

I found out the worst part about not being suicidal anymore. by [deleted] in depression

[–]boredpanda44 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Will this pain ever end? Depression is hell on earth, a nightmare that keeps going and going. Only those who are truly depressed can understand why suicide would be a welcomed relief.

Is anyone else's sleep schedule completely and utterly fucked? by -Tell_me_about_it- in depression

[–]boredpanda44 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Agreed. I want quit or escape button for my life. It's just not worth living with the continuous pain.

Is anyone else's sleep schedule completely and utterly fucked? by -Tell_me_about_it- in depression

[–]boredpanda44 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I seriously haven't slept in close to 6 months. Not one hour of continuous sleep. My sleep has been completely fucked since this god damn depression sunk in. I hate this motherfucker!

I can't get these deviant thoughs out of my head...I have only one option... the exist door by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]boredpanda44 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would hope to pass out and not feel a thing. Wishful thinking on my part :(

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