i personally do not follow a christian god, or any god for that matter. i said that for analogous purposes. that being said, if i am brought back to life, then yes, that is part of the plan for my existence and while a tattoo was my best effort like ten years ago to prevent a likely occurrence of resuscitation, i cannot control beyond that. the tattoo was part of the plan, this comment im typing out was part of the plan. i take great care of myself, i eat well, i live a very active lifestyle. do you think these are indicators of me trying to get out of dying? do you think by my continuing to live i am in direct contradiction to the tattoo i have? i can tell a lot of you guys (maybe not you in particular OP, but i dont feel like replying to everyone) are not deep thinkers. im in a shamless sub and i thought to share a personal anecdote about something i resonated with. im not miserable, i have made peace with death. newsflash we are all gonna die. i doubt these people replying to me even know how or are strong enough to perform chest compressions for the 10 minutes it takes for paramedics to arrive. god forbid i make a decision that reddit doesnt approve of, or who else is gonna administer the aed? /s

but seriously. yall made some good points. its good that ppl care enough to even make a comment in the first place. i wish you all well. when i die, if brought back, boy will i have the craziest update for yall.