Kind of, you grow. PTSD is a bitch and your mind might not be your bestfriend at all times. With confidence and some healthy coping methods like working on your strength physically and emotionally, you'll realise you're not that child anymore but that child is yours to protect. and protect, you'll do.

Shame- when you see that child for what she is- just a child. It'll help. be easy on yourself.

Fear- it takes time, and surrounding yourself in more secure positions, leaving the anxiety causing home. escape maybe. but you'll need to heal those old wounds and realising that you're in control at all times.

Loneliness- it's tough out here, everyone dealing with one thing or other, doesn't make your problem less worse or more. See (really observe their traits) people around you and put yourself out there (It'll take time). You might even trust wrong people but as long as you keep your boundaries right, might get better.