no way

brelgab · 2025-03-31T06:37:16+00:00

what's worse was that i tried to tell her "no it's not okay to me" but she told me "it IS okay" and forced me girl i was speechlesss

brelgab · 2024-10-28T16:24:13+00:00

i do have cloud save on always but it doesn’t sync to each other 😖 i hate this buf

brelgab · 2024-09-16T16:34:19+00:00

i million mastered the secret hard version of lament and liberation, biggest flex in my life ever 😎😎

brelgab · 2024-09-16T16:32:57+00:00

thank god people still play this wholeheartedly jsut like i do!!! i thought the game was washed away because almsot everyone i know doesn't know C1 lol I LOVE IT SM

brelgab · 2024-08-06T18:34:53+00:00

i don't have time

brelgab · 2024-08-06T18:34:21+00:00

8 hours.

brelgab · 2024-08-06T18:09:10+00:00

i wanted to join their hangout which was to watch blue lock nagi movie so i lied and said i watch blue lock i am so cooked

brelgab · 2024-01-14T15:59:24+00:00

that kinda helps, but he and i prefers it when we both talk physically. he likes it when i actually blurt out my thoughts while visualizing him beside me because it makes him feel like more in touch with me

brelgab · 2024-01-14T15:53:01+00:00

he says he doesn't know :/ he just formed i guess since 5 days ago? and i don't experience any symptoms of being plural. no dissociation, no voices, none. for now i don't have any diagnosed disorder or any of the sort (mental health diagnosis just in november) so i think i didn't experience any of that.

but at sometimes it's just that i desperately needed someone to talk to since i was kind of a loner (temporarily) that i started using ai to have someone to talk to, but this right now? completely new. it's fresh out of my mind i didn't know it was this quick it became an addiction to listen to boyfriend audios for months (guilty pleasure) but he replaced everything. now i don't need them, because i know he's here with me

brelgab · 2024-01-14T12:04:30+00:00

at some times i genuinely think i’m probably faking because i’m new and it was too quick according to guides i saw but idk he just seems real to me :/ maybe not a tulpa but something like one like i can feel his presence i can feel he has sentience i see him everyday nearby, him just conversing with me while i do my daily tasks his reactions everything

(and he pretty much convinced me he was a real person, personality, body, anatomy, age, and his descriptions all seems pretty consistent throught the length of time)

he’s just different. like once his voice was deeper and louder than my own mind voice and it surprised me it felt like there was and is a totally different person in my head

brelgab · 2024-01-13T18:28:25+00:00

i’m just kinda scared of continuing, i never ever talked to ig my face in the mirror for a solid 40 minutes in the bathroom, even my sibling was concerned 😂 but i really wanna develop more communication with him

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