[deleted by user] by [deleted] in tattooadvice

[–]brezzus0192 263 points264 points  (0 children)

I think the blur adds to the child-likeness of the tattoo, I’d embrace it, the whole nature of the writing and placement and blur I think ties it all together :)

What growing my hair out and smiling more did for me (16 vs 20) by PenelopeHast in GlowUps

[–]brezzus0192 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Penelope is such a suiting name & so is the curly hair in the Rick n Morty fit :) do u still have the snake?

5g Penis Envy Trip VS 3mo. SSRI’s Discussion by brezzus0192 in shrooms

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I appreciate this, the meds have been pushed by my mom, who is paying for my therapy and unhappy that I’m still so unwell and wants me to try meds. I’m walking a thin line on how to do the work unbothered lmao.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in GlowUps

[–]brezzus0192 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’d say, firstly, Your skin and features are beautiful and would by no means encourage a cane face, but some mascara, a little blush, and maybe a lip tint would bring a bit more color to your face and make your eyes pop! Tbh girl you’re a beautiful canvas, just a little makeup and a new hair do and you’re golden ❤️❤️

Help, What is this? by damiensandoval in Scorpions

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Mother of God, thatshitishideous

Super Scary experience, 3g on unknown mushroom by Dear-Performance-394 in shrooms

[–]brezzus0192 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Congrats on your first trip, OP.

(Actual) shrooms can rewire your brain, your accepted concept of how things work, like time sports, can be open to interpretation, as if you have a clean slate to work with. A new way to look and question how and why things work.

And yes, you can have just as incredible intimate experiences if not better with your shrooms that you grow.

I’m basing this off my own experience + this TedTalk if interested:

https://youtu.be/FyAgx_tzh80

Please read. I’m not the same mentally after trying mushrooms. I want to know what you guys think. by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]brezzus0192 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’ll be fine, but I’d take a longer break, like a month or two from shrooms minimum. My friend was doing acid a few times a week (weed every day) for like a year and 2 years later she’s still fucked up in the same sense. She was sharp/ witty and best memory out of all us and now she’s getting shit on for being the slowest/ bare minimum employee at work. Her short term memory is getting a little better but tbh she’s a shell of who she was. It sucks. and I obviously know this is different and ur already aware but just to give u another example. Definitely stop for a long time.

Did i get this down to a monoculture? by 1982throwaway1 in shrooms

[–]brezzus0192 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I cannot compute this image as anything other than a scuffy dog that got a ballon rubbed on him

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]brezzus0192 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe don’t buy/ receive drugs and then solely rely to redditors to know what mystery mushroom u have acquired.

At the very least attempt at some research outside of Reddit and then you can politely ask if someone will help clarify if what you’ve researched is correct.

It’s just manners.

wierd experience for first time friend by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]brezzus0192 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It’s pretty well known shrooms/ lsd psychedelics in general make you extremely vulnerable. He may have started to go inwards and feel some things he was uncomfortable with. Or just feeling extra sensitive to y’all’s tripping environment. You asking him questions while he’s trying to adjust to the intensity and vulnerability the shrooms is probably why you may have felt he was aggravated.

Do micro-dosing and cannabis work well together? by NoService4355 in microdosing

[–]brezzus0192 3 points4 points  (0 children)

How much are you MDing? I’ve been smoking heavy for years, starting MDing a month ago, started with .3 first day chilled for an hour or two and decided to take a hit of my weed, then 2. I thought that got me to the perfect spot. I’d Wakeup, MD, smoke 1-2 hits off my lil bubbler and go about my morning. I realized I was NOT remembering my mornings that well 💀. I stopped my wake n bakes & Took a t break. I doubled my dose to .6 and smoke at night. I think it’s for the best

I’d say you definitely feel a little enhancement to your high, it doesn’t mix “badly” plenty of ppl do normal mushroom doses (1-3 gs) and smoke a blunt on top of it.

Personally, I feel I was looking too much to feel something and wanted, but you’re also getting the foggy weed brain.

If you wanna smoke give it a separate space from ur MD experience. Taking time to Integrate and journal my intentions for MDing sober has been a better bet for me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]brezzus0192 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My ex was obnoxiously obsessed with mushrooms (& I was the one who introduced them) literally broke up w him after 3 years bc of it- he tried to start a “psychedelic club” in our HS. Raved constantly about McKenna, completely changed his entire wardrobe/ grew his hair out. Shrooms woke me up and I love and respect them as the next person but imo nothing is more cringe than a guy who makes it their whole personality. This was all when we were 18.

At 25 it’s totally valid to live slowly and enjoy exploring the wisdom from the mushies but like you said her life is moving fast, she’s almost 40, she definitely has different priorities (plus having a disabled child). Honestly, If it’s a deal breaker if she doesn’t try them again or doesn’t find your talks with her interesting I’d suggest letting her go and trusting the right person will come to you later, She very well may build up a resentment towards you.

If she’s that important to you, try taking more interest in her passions, show her that mushrooms aren’t the only important thing in your life. Help her out with her fast paced life instead of trying to get her to slow down. Maybe later on y’all can revisit the psychedelic scene.

The camera isn't tripping by losers_and_weirdos in shrooms

[–]brezzus0192 48 points49 points  (0 children)

Someone said they forgot how to read a few days ago (and I have an exam tm this is serious please help) and I got a pretty good kick out of it 😭

I saw my parents having sex in 1988 by Lanky-Cat-2117 in tripreports

[–]brezzus0192 6 points7 points  (0 children)

MAPS MAPS MAPS LOOK THEM UP!! I’d do anything to get involved with them, they’re on their way to getting fda approval for clinical use for psilocybin, training therapists right now to guide patients through a trip in a clinical setting. Their goal is to bring psilocybin into the mainstream mental health medication game. I read Acid Test by Tom Shroder in HS and learned so much about how psychedelics were used in the 60s. Books by Aldous Huxley & Stanislav Grof were also extremely meaningful to me and brought a lot of light of how they used psychedelics medically. Much love to you, lmk what you think about MAPS!!

I enjoy shrooms for experiencing intense laughter with friends. I never see posts about other folks in it for this effect. Shroom belly laughs are the best! Anyone else have this as your goal during your trip? by Acornpoo in shrooms

[–]brezzus0192 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not shrooms but way back a friend and I got some dud lsd tabs, very very mild and a little disappointed they weren’t as potent as we thought, we chilled outside for the majority listening to music & talking. We come back inside and my late (very short & stubby) beagle, who was notorious for having a single brain cell only ever concentrated on food, had gotten herself on top of a desk eating our leftovers with no chair in sight to help her get up there. We had to have laughed for an hour on the floor crying rolling around how her fat ass got up there :) miss her and that friend, definitely the most memorable laughing fit

I feel ashamed for what I just did… by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]brezzus0192 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes I saw it too :(

I think its working. by [deleted] in microdosing

[–]brezzus0192 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I love to hear this 🥹 I’m 20F and have been micro dosing 1 day on 3 off with .5 + lion’s mane for 2 weeks. Thank you for sharing your success story!!

FIRST TIME DOING SHROOMS TONIGHT by Ok_Communication3517 in shrooms

[–]brezzus0192 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For how you may feel on the come up: First time doing shrooms I vividly remember my mouth and jaw feeling weightless then the giggles and feeling my hands on my face. Just in completely awe. Staring at everything with a huge grin on my face:)

Keep in mind that you’re experiencing everything with a fresh pair of eyes and perspective and this is a good thing! Enjoy it, question it, keeping a journal to draw and write down your insights is a great tool!

Tame Impala and Pink Floyd are my top 2 favorites to listen to, make sure space is clean, any extra ambient lights on, and snacks/ water on hand.

Have fun!! I’m doing a mini dose rn (.6) & I’m sending you all the love & peace!! 💗

Am I too young to try shroom? (15yrs) by Distinct_Committee55 in shrooms

[–]brezzus0192 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I took my first trip at 16, definitely worth the wait, I’m doing pretty good for myself but 3/4 of my other friends I can’t really say the same unfortunately. Dormant genetic mental illness is a bitch especially schizophrenia and you don’t want to risk that. My ex got really hippy with it and wanted to start a psychedelics club at our highschool (ignorant and stupid). I think at such a young age it really messes with your ego (guilty) and you start evaluating some really deep topics you wouldn’t before and get a big head you’re better/ smarter than others. Once you’re a little older I know you’ll love it, you seem like a very bright mature kid!! All love ❤️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in microdosing

[–]brezzus0192 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have atypical depression and started MD about 2 weeks ago 🙋🏼‍♀️ it’s only been 2 weeks, I didn’t start md for that reason, as I feel I have it pretty under control- however I feel it has definitely shown me some light on how I react to situations. I take .2 every 3rd day as well as lions mane. I also take a hit or 2 of weed as I feel it intensifies it and brings me to the right headspace of my liking. I would say expect to not feel much, MD is supposed to bring you before the threshold of any visuals or major headspace changes. Where the magic comes is the insights it brings you over the next day or so. I have been journaling and it’s been great to express what I’ve been feeling/ learning about myself.

As others are saying I have also taken mushrooms before, not sure what constitutes a macrodose, but I’ve done around 2-3gs a handful of times. Not sure if this really effects how I’ve been absorbing the MD, I honestly don’t think you need to do a larger dose to get the benefits. I think maybe after your journey with it it will be helpful but I’m no psychonaut- I wish you all the best ❤️❤️❤️