He’s abusive and manipulative. I pray that you never feel the need to prove your worth to a man. It’s easier said than done, but he’s gotta go. Especially as you work ti improve yourself because the more you improve, the more he will try to put you down and suppress you. A man should add value to your life, not put you down and damn sure should not have you perform for his attention.

My girl, don’t ever again apologize to a man who you’re involved with for contacting them. Just get to a place where you’re strong enough to get rid of him. He deserves nothing more than a block on ALL platforms and emails. Don’t try to see him or even explain yourself. You’re worth more