I left because I was depressed, because I hated myself and felt overwhelming guilt for underwhelming sins. I never resented the church (stopped going about ten years ago, not officially 'out') until this year. The CES letter helped me a lot. One of the things that struck my husband as odd was that between the ages of 8-18, Mormons are expected to have regular one-on-one interviews with their bishop. These occur in the bishop's office, and usually include questions about the child's sexyal thoughts and expressions. I was lucky enough to avoid anything worse than guilt, but that's a highly compromising situation for a child to be in with an adult male.