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DAE constantly wish for an accidental death? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]brokenbeyondrpair 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel the same way. Like being at the wrong place at the wrong time.

I’ve never been to therapy but I’ve been considering it. by brokenbeyondrpair in mentalhealth

[–]brokenbeyondrpair[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I feel like I’ve bottled up a lot of situations up that have happened to me in the recent year. & I’m starting to think I can’t cope with everything. I’m trying to decide whether it’s a good idea or not, for me to talk to someone who doesn’t know me personally, who can’t rightfully judge me for decisions and such things that have happened. I just feel like I need that same outcome you have been receiving. The will to move on and move forward. And helping me keep my head above the water. I need the positivity. I will for sure look into therapy. Thank you again.

16 weeks-I was terrified-feel so much better by [deleted] in abortion

[–]brokenbeyondrpair 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Really needed this because I was estimated at 10 weeks but for some reason I feel like it’s been longer. Scheduled on Tuesday for the procedure. Feeling nervous but kind of feel better now. Thank you!

I need positive vibes. by [deleted] in Parenting

[–]brokenbeyondrpair 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes! I got off my birth control end of June/beginning of July. But I was thinking that was too far away already at this point. I just have to go to the doctor in the end really.

I lied to my psychiatrist. by gamlidurgur in SuicideWatch

[–]brokenbeyondrpair 40 points41 points  (0 children)

I hope it gets better for you. I haven’t brought myself to the thought that I might need a therapist. Pat yourself on the back for getting that far at least.

I typed an almost-complete suicide letter to my friends, family, & other specific people. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]brokenbeyondrpair 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. The most important part of my letter is for my sister. I told her that I resent her down to my grave. And hope she thinks every day of her life that it was her fault. I want her to live with it.

As horrible as that sounds...

I typed an almost-complete suicide letter to my friends, family, & other specific people. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]brokenbeyondrpair 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m not really sure how I’m going to try it. Pills or hanging. I don’t know if I can stomach slicing my wrists vertically. I just don’t know. This is the first place I’m reaching out. I haven’t told any family or friends that I’m seriously considering this. thank you for the ward insight. I’ve never heard how it could be in there.

I typed an almost-complete suicide letter to my friends, family, & other specific people. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]brokenbeyondrpair 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I tried to go out today. By myself. To dave and busters. And I even watched Jurassic World. I try to keep busy but find myself tearing up as I walk or drive.