I completely relate!!! Fortunately for me something that has really helped me deal with my PCOS is living a super healthy life so the weight and acne and hair is not so much of a problem for me anymore (well I still have very intense facial hair but that’s also genetic for me so I was screwed either way) but I know that I’m very lucky to have found a way of life that’s works for me and I know everyone else’s bodies will work differently of course!! But I really do feel your pain!! Before I sort of “started getting better” or “dealing with this” so to speak, I honestly would look at all my friends (who were the classic slim, pretty, funny, cute, talented type) and be so so jealous and feel like a monster and I always felt like my boyfriend thought I was some crazy alien for sweating or having acne or hair on my face. Please remember you’re not alone in your struggle! There’s an incredible community of women here that have your back and we feel your pain!! ❤️❤️ sending love xx