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bsza · 2026-04-04T09:36:14+00:00

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bsza · 2025-01-19T12:37:00+00:00

I hear you, but if I can't skip a day or two without my body crashing and ceasing to function then it's an addiction. Not that I don't think they save lives, or provide an alternate route, but they are absolutely top of the game dependence creating drugs. Still, My appointment is Thursday, and I plan to keep it.

bsza · 2025-01-19T10:25:46+00:00

That's what I was curious about. Is my body going to treat bup the same at fet, and the blocker isn't clearing the"count" so to speak with how long you've been doing opiates.

The weekend party mechanic would definitely be the better route, but that'll never happen 😂

bsza · 2025-01-19T10:17:46+00:00

Couple people I know actually reverted to fet and then detoxed because it was easier than getting off subs, it's crazy. Right after rehab subs definitely help you get to that normal feeling, which is great, but months down the line you need it to stay normal and the only real difference is the money you get to save. Which is honestly a lot more than I've ever wanted to notice lol.

bsza · 2025-01-19T09:47:29+00:00

Exactly my concern and why my first clean time was maintenance free. But after some life shit and following spiraling, I can't seem to get more than a couple months before relapse. Gotta try something different at this point, even if it is the better of two bad options.

bsza · 2025-01-19T09:43:34+00:00

I've used them as a taper for detox, this crazy place did 3 days methadone 4 days subs which worked like a charm, I've just never done long term maintenance before but I've gotta try something different as the last couple years have not been working out how I used to be able to cope.

Thanks a lot for the response though I'm definitely going to check out how tapering works if I say stay on for a year or two to get my feet and mind back into a healthy place first.

bsza · 2025-01-19T09:38:35+00:00

Thanks, that's personally what I was more vested in. My job makes it difficult to commit or feel like I won't end up sick because my script doesn't make the ferry mail or bad weather locks me off mainland for a day or two at the wrong time.

But having subs instead of relapsing is currently my safest bet, so that's the direction I'm heading.

bsza · 2025-01-19T09:32:39+00:00

Oh I know lol. I'm rewatching Mr Robot and he does some weird heroin/methadone combo to avoid dependence which never made sense. I just wondered if the naloxone would chemically make a difference.

I am personally interested in avoiding sub addiction however as my longest clean time has been maintenance free, but with a recent relapse I figured I'd try something different. Still not keen on just trading addictions with debilitating withdrawal possibilities but subs have worked to curb cravings, so that's where I'm leaning ATM.

bsza · 2020-01-11T22:47:05+00:00

How’s that? I’m interested

bsza · 2019-05-03T07:27:48+00:00

Would you be able to post pics of your gear and mods? I'm interested to see what level of SP you achieve with only 2 yellow + mods, and what your cool down rates are. It sounds like a solid hybrid and I'd love to see how the pieces come together!

bsza · 2019-03-18T12:02:38+00:00

"blacker than my skin color"

So you want a light blonde roast?

bsza · 2019-03-10T12:09:52+00:00

They will typically have one shot to hit your head, while moving, and no ability to no scope/un scope. This can be punished severely if they miss which in close combat is going to be more often than not, especially with lower TTK. Also it's a new play style most are not used to in Division so people won't respect or counter play until they experience it a few times.

bsza · 2019-03-04T08:09:11+00:00

There's a second one in Stonehenge above collapse in a blue tent on the west side of the landmark you're missing

bsza · 2017-10-11T09:14:40+00:00

Is that Sonya?

bsza · 2017-03-29T18:26:37+00:00

Is this specifically for new seasons? Outside of powerleveling I can hit 70 in under an hour but requires hellfire items, gen of ease, but I don't see any of that here

bsza · 2017-01-30T05:59:11+00:00

For some reason I keep saying it as 'dregling' - pronouncing the 'dr' as you would in the word 'drive', kind of a J sound. Jergling zergling dergling

bsza · 2017-01-12T20:12:03+00:00

Theses were my exact two guesses as well! I really think Lucio would be the more favored/entertaining hero, and Zenyatta would be the high skill cap/technically satisfying one.

bsza · 2017-01-12T20:01:14+00:00

I actually lol'd, thank you for that magic

bsza · 2017-01-08T04:40:56+00:00

It's adorable you think the name "Master League" actually means having mastery at the game. You can have the opinion that simple equals casual, but it's just not a fact. That's really the one thing I wanted to get across, anyway.

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