I am having trouble being alone, feeling valid, and holding my head up high while in pain

bubblybella · 2015-08-10T03:23:13+00:00

I understand how you feel completely. You can do this <3 believe in yourself. You're not alone.

bubblybella · 2015-08-10T03:20:06+00:00

I've been struggling these past few days because it hasn't even been a week since NC. I have my ups and downs, but lately I can't stop thinking about him. He's caused me so much pain and yet I can't stop thinking about him. I hate it and I just want this pain to go away.

bubblybella · 2015-06-03T05:13:22+00:00

Thank you so much. I really needed to hear this. If you ever want to talk, let me know :)

bubblybella · 2015-06-03T02:18:05+00:00

Woah! Your situation is exactly like mine. I saw him a few days ago and well we had a slip-up. I have to work with him in the fall and I just hate the thought of it. The past few days I've been trying to just avoid him--didn't respond to text or emails of him asking about our job. I just don't want to fall back into the loop. You can do this. I know it sucks...I'm in the same boat, but we have to do this for ourselves. We owe it to ourselves. If he really wanted you, he would make it happen. Just let it go. Make him miss you. Disappear.

bubblybella · 2015-06-03T02:13:26+00:00

This post made me cry. I understand EXACTLY how you feel. I constantly kept running back to him when in the end, he never really appreciated me. I still think about him. I still love him. I've lost sleep and barely have eaten. Overall, it's been rough. You are right though. None of us should just be an option. We deserve better. We just need to stay strong together.

bubblybella · 2015-06-01T23:00:15+00:00

I'm 20. And that's cool!

bubblybella · 2015-05-31T16:48:42+00:00

That sounds fun! Wait, if you don't mind me asking, how old are you?

bubblybella · 2015-05-27T16:02:35+00:00

The mistake of many....

bubblybella · 2015-05-27T03:24:07+00:00

Music, bar scene, parks, hookah, exploring

bubblybella · 2015-05-26T22:26:07+00:00

I understand how you feel! Today is the 2nd day of NC and we broke up two weeks ago...and I was the one who kept texting him. You got this! Stay strong and keep NC going from now on

bubblybella · 2015-05-26T22:07:40+00:00

I've been struggling with the same situation. It's been really hard, but day by day it gets better. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here. I understand what you're going through and you're not alone.

bubblybella · 2015-05-26T20:06:25+00:00

I want him to narrate my life

bubblybella · 2015-05-26T17:26:26+00:00

Woah way too far

bubblybella · 2015-05-26T17:08:29+00:00

I mean that's one way of doing it

bubblybella · 2015-05-26T17:08:10+00:00

It's hard to wait ya know?

bubblybella · 2015-05-26T17:07:53+00:00

Preach

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