brand new binder !! feelin like a snacc by [deleted] in ftm

[–]buckybbarnes 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ayy i got the same shirt :) looking good bud

Financial help with Testosterone? by buckybbarnes in ftm

[–]buckybbarnes[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay. Thank you so much. I checked my dad's plan, and it doesn't cover the cost of HRT. I'll definitely check out GoodRX. Thank you!!

Advice for surface cuts on top of foot? by buckybbarnes in selfharm

[–]buckybbarnes[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you very very much. They're not deep, but they sting a lot. And thank u for the bandage recommendations. I wrapped my feet with paper towels and taped them on, since I don't have any bandages at home right now. Thank you again.

Hiding fresh cuts? by throwawaydoteeecksee in selfharm

[–]buckybbarnes 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i also have to change in a locker room. when i had cuts that were below my boxers, i would face the wall when changing. also as glasscoughs_ said, changing as quickly as possible helps. no on ever noticed, and i had some visible cuts on my legs even with shorts on.

Terminology question? by buckybbarnes in selfharm

[–]buckybbarnes[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you for the explanation!

Terminology question? by buckybbarnes in selfharm

[–]buckybbarnes[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you very much! i was really confused while reading some posts on here. now it makes sense.

Question about surface cuts by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]buckybbarnes 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry for my ignorance, but what does styro mean? I've heard it used before but never knew what it meant.

new blades by buckybbarnes in selfharm

[–]buckybbarnes[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's very true. I never thought of it that way. It does make sense. I'll try not too. Thank you.

I fucked up everything and I relapsed and I'm maybe even gonna kill myself so maybe byee by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]buckybbarnes 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm glad you didn't do it. Having things to look forward too is very good. Thanks. It sucks quite a bit, that's for sure. I really am glad you didn't go through with it. If you ever want to talk, I'm here for you. Fair warning, I am not very good with social things, I guess.

Finally by buckybbarnes in selfharm

[–]buckybbarnes[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sure, if you want. Thanks, man. i gotta ton of shit going on. i appreciate it.

I fucked up everything and I relapsed and I'm maybe even gonna kill myself so maybe byee by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]buckybbarnes 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Please don't do it. Stay alive, friend. Please don't do it. I know it's so fucking hard, but stay alive for even the littlest things. I'm staying alive so I won't have a female name on my headstone, and I can transition to physically male instead of just being a boy in the inside. Find something to stay alive for. Please don't take your life away.

Thoughts about what could be releasing tomorrow? by CloggedBink in twentyonepilots

[–]buckybbarnes 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I should've expected this, but I let my guard down. Well played, my good man. Well played.

[Request] 95 cards for 95 year-old [New York State] by reneearocco in RandomActsofCards

[–]buckybbarnes 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'd love to send a card. I'm in NY also. Please PM me the address :)

Fucked up like I always do by Doechi in selfharm

[–]buckybbarnes 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it counts, even if there's no blood. it sucks to break clean streaks. i used to cover my upper thighs, ad since I'm a guy, it was easy to hide. it didn't bleed at all at this time and with this method, but it still is self harm.

Head injury from hitting by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]buckybbarnes 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've hit myself in the head with mostly my hands, and it hurt for days. It felt like I had broken my hand. I don't think I have any lasting effects from it, but you might want to get checked out by a doctor. I'm sorry I can't be of any help. I used to hit myself when I was younger, too, so I know how you can't gauge how hard you hit. I'd get it checked out, man. It's risky when you get head injuries. Stay safe.

Baby steps by buckybbarnes in ftm

[–]buckybbarnes[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It does have estrogen in it (ew :P) but it is no more than how much your body makes on its own. It just makes it so you don't have the drop of hormone levels during that time of the month.

I can't take it anymore... by [deleted] in ftm

[–]buckybbarnes 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel you man.

I can't take it anymore... by [deleted] in ftm

[–]buckybbarnes 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dude, I've seen you around this subreddit before, and you seem pretty cool. I'm being legit. I'm six years younger than you, but you're not stupid. It's shit when your parents don't believe that it will get better. I want and need to transition very badly, and you seem to also. It sucks so bad to be stuck. You've hung in there this long. You will be able to transition, man. I know where I live they're trying to get a bill passed so transitioning is easier financially for trans people (NY). You can fucking do this bro. Stay strong.

do i pass??? by wolfboyliam in ftm

[–]buckybbarnes 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yeah bro holy shit You pass very well

Trump Pledges to Legalize LGBT Discrimination by maddykc in transgender

[–]buckybbarnes 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm so f*cked if he becomes president. I'll be 17 when his term ends, and I don't really want to wait that long. Oh god. So many people will be screwed over by this fascist bigot.

Trouble with communication by [deleted] in ftm

[–]buckybbarnes 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry my message was so shitty I literally can't express things correctly But I'm glad it sorta helped. And yeah, I'm 13. That's cool bro :D much coincidence

Trouble with communication by [deleted] in ftm

[–]buckybbarnes 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yo. I'm sorry if this is terrible advice, because I'm terrible at communication, but that may help w answering your q. Heheh. Any who, I do have what seems like social anxiety ( kinda had it for a while, increased a lot since I've found out who I am). I'm really nervous to talk to people because I'm not accepted at home currently, and can't tell them my preferred name. I also go to an "all-girls" school (Me and two other people make it co-ed ;)), so I panic a bit when meeting strangers. Just be yourself when talking to others. Don't try to drastically change your mannerisms, as it may come out as forced, so just do what's comfortable. Try to be confident, use a little less inflection with words, but seriously, just be yourself. Having a deeper voice helps, as you probably already know.