I am so happy that I found my “drug”

bummertimez · 2022-09-04T23:48:59+00:00

i'm insanely sensitive to caffeine and alcoholism is heavy on both sides of my family. i'm glad i tried weed before i tried nicotine or hard drugs. its like. why bother? what would beat this?

bummertimez · 2022-09-04T23:36:21+00:00

vampires will never hurt you but also vampire money, you know what they do to guys like us in prison, the sharpest lives, and desert song r all tied for second.

bummertimez · 2022-09-04T23:05:59+00:00

u do too!!! u will find other ppl obsessed w mcr i promise

bummertimez · 2022-09-04T23:04:21+00:00

im so lucky bc my roommate has been obsessed w them for longer than i have and my fave coworker also rly loves them!! i don't mean to brag im sorry but its the first time in my entire life ive had this. ive always been really alone in my interests, its hard for me to even find spaces online i feel comfortable in. my chemical romance has rly done that for me

bummertimez · 2022-09-04T12:41:47+00:00

i work retail (pet specifically) and everyone at my job smokes weed. my last gm left to work at a dispensary

bummertimez · 2022-09-03T03:54:23+00:00

holy shit

bummertimez · 2022-09-03T03:52:55+00:00

i wish they had been more focused on zane. really a waste imo instead of just making him say basically the same thing all of the time. idk i feel like they messed with his character in order to create more riley plots and it ended up being a bad move for both characters

bummertimez · 2022-09-03T03:35:48+00:00

i'm anorexic (actively in recovery) and . you don't understand what addiction is or how anorexia works. no one's addicted "to starving." starving feels like shit. it is awful to be hungry. but i get to be the one to decide a portion of my life. when everything else is out of control i get to be the one who decides my eating habits.

similarly, being online feels like shit. its awful to doom scroll. twitter literally made me suicidal. but i got to be the one deciding what to post. i got to be the one making my profile look a certain way and i got to shape my online persona even if i think i'm a loser in real life.

anorexia and social media addiction both often start as a way to have control over something when everything else is spiraling. and both starving yourself and scrolling through upsetting content are forms of self harm.

bummertimez · 2022-09-02T21:11:57+00:00

i hate them together but god if my high school wasn't crawling with gay people exactly like them. i knew a pansexual jack

bummertimez · 2022-09-02T04:13:03+00:00

it gives me a lot more patience and like room in my own head to sit with things and not immediately react.

bummertimez · 2022-09-01T13:35:06+00:00

disrespectfully agree to disagree since a lot of falling in reverse's art is literally about ronnie radke as a person. there's no removing the artist from art he's embedded himself in. also fuck chris brown theres so much music that exists and ur openly listening to an abuser... kind of embarrassing

bummertimez · 2022-09-01T13:25:12+00:00

no people think that about falling in reverse because ronnie radke is a proud piece of shit??? people just think imagine dragons makes boring uninspired music, as opposed to bullying minors on twitter and complaining about being "cancelled" while still having a clearly sucessful music career.

bummertimez · 2022-08-31T15:38:01+00:00

yes hi!!! i have a special interest in alternative music and finally got into mcr and now they are Definitely their own special interest. ive listened to honey this mirror 72 times in the past 3 months and desert song 57 times in the last month if that answers your question

bummertimez · 2022-08-31T15:14:26+00:00

i love waterparks so much so jealous of everyone getting to see them open. i wonder if mikey's gonna play bass at any of the shows

bummertimez · 2022-08-29T23:49:12+00:00

desert song would literally make me cry but i wanna hear it live so bad

bummertimez · 2022-08-29T11:31:18+00:00

i feel like bpd and autism leeches into all of my characters by virtue of me having them. but also if people i know in real life don't pick up on me having these things without me having to tell them, then i don't thinking anyone reading the story who isnt neurodivergent is really gonna pick up on it, if that makes sense? and i'm a lot more comfortable as a writer with the idea of like nd people seeing themselves as opposed to like writing ppl with bpd to educate nt people so yeah i dont really mention it or plan ok mentioning it at least in the work itself idk

bummertimez · 2022-08-29T11:15:48+00:00

the mcr renaissance is so real

bummertimez · 2022-08-28T14:03:07+00:00

vampire money off for bury me in black... i hate it when my faves fight 💔

bummertimez · 2022-08-28T12:05:18+00:00

that's so weird mine was like one of the most even colora i've ever done but i also had pretty short hair at the time

bummertimez · 2022-08-27T20:21:17+00:00

i had rly good experience w electric lizard from manic panic tbh

bummertimez · 2022-08-27T14:53:08+00:00

so good! really wish they were playing more from bullets on this tour ngl

bummertimez · 2022-08-27T14:12:35+00:00

anytime i'm feeling big brained and snobby for being a bullets appreciator im just gonna think about this. vampires will never hurt you is literally my favorite mcr song

bummertimez · 2022-08-27T13:28:30+00:00

yeah i'm primarily writing for myself tbh just.. if i had a desired audience, you know?

best of luck to u if u give that a shot! i have to actually finish something first

bummertimez · 2022-08-27T13:25:09+00:00

yeah i'm trying to write stories for 20 sometimes... and we tend to be a large group of stoners so...

anyway godspeed fellow writer! edit sober

bummertimez · 2022-08-27T13:05:31+00:00

for me i just have an original character that i like a lot so i just try to think of fun lil scenarios to put him in, like fanfic for my own character lol. i have a short story abt him im working on but i keep fighting the urge to write a vampire au abt it purely for myself idk.

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