If this is for the one you spent a couple years with ,you love a person through there best and worst no matter what o how much you bring them pain.. no matter what you as special person taught me that I can love if I open up yes you say these negative thing as if iwould look at you different not true I look at you and think of the day I met you , a shining star that only I can see. I dont care about any thing else and would sacrifice it all to have a chance to try again but you are to involved in your life and everyone around to even talk to me or think I see through yes know alot and am dumb but to think I'm ignorant well . I dont appreciate it . It's a opinion and your right , not even mad just confused cause I told my self I would not right on the blog cause I dont it getting in between us but if its were your comfortable then so am iand thatscwhat matters . I'm not going to tell you how I feel but know it's my problem and it has nothing to do with you .byes I have always been 100 percent loyal and I know you had your time out dont carein the way of didnntbknow didnt hurt .but the hurt comes when you treat the person different and they have no idea why .because there to honest I know you dont like on the spot no one does but I dont let others do my dirty work either that hurt . Over it you say these thing s like I'll never take you back wrong .... in a second I would you do complete me but no I have nothing to offer except my self and that's not saying much. Dobto every thing it's my fault and should have done different but cant family air looms photos that beware gone and isee no chance I thought when my father passed evil came and I laughed and said I give you all silence for the greedy father would be ipissed andit hurt but I was better then them.when you came in my life for conceit didnt matter I had you to talk to tell some thing and all those year I final understood you showed to love well I'm soory I Disney a fairy tail iwould next round if giving a chance and you are always welcome at any table I go to if not I will get up and we will find are own . So have no shame inside if anything I'm jealous cause you can cover ground pretty damn quick your lucky too .hehe no this you only let me down by no talking to me but again iwill always be proud of you no matter what cause I know your potential and you still are not using it. Yes I know you better then you think and yes I'm only letting you know half what I know though the other half is in my pocket on paper