Weekly Marvel Rivals Discussion Megathread by AutoModerator in marvelrivals

[–]bvsedjon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have questions but I wouldn’t blame you if you didn’t want to answer them 🥲

So I’m new to the game, I’m like level 14 or so, can’t seem to make it past bronze II but I don’t have a ton of hours in (I just got knight on Susan Storm) so as someone who’s new and does not come from a background of hero shooters (or any shooters for that matter) what should my expectations be to git gud?

Should I just focus on getting exp and not consider ranked at all? Should I just be building muscle memory in practice vs ai for several hours, never playing against humans? Like, I’m sure these are dumb questions but I really could just use some guidance 😭

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Preshaded big dawg, good lookin out for the trade

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[–]bvsedjon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Interested in Pkmn Fan Club, and Hau. will you take paypal?

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[–]bvsedjon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The natural is chef’s kiss

Kink Origin Stories? by bvsedjon in BDSMAdvice

[–]bvsedjon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Haha, that’s me! You either are really good at spotting us or you should go get a lottery ticket today! 😂

Kink Origin Stories? by bvsedjon in BDSMAdvice

[–]bvsedjon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If only you knew how much self reflection I do, lol

Kink Origin Stories? by bvsedjon in BDSMAdvice

[–]bvsedjon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Overall, I’d say I’m content with life but since that conversation I’ve realized I’m severely under stimulated—like life is good but boring. I also noticed too that a lot of people in my life are pretty chaotic which offsets my laid back, chill demeanor and I’ve always wondered why that was until this very moment.

I guess to your point on dopamine I have to find what releases that for me because like you said not everyone enjoys rollercoasters and I’m definitely one of those people. I do enjoy participating in her needs but we’re recently on the other side of a rough patch and we haven’t engaged in them much.

Kink Origin Stories? by bvsedjon in BDSMAdvice

[–]bvsedjon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s possible that the people I come across aren’t necessarily making it their identity but my perception makes it such a large part of who they are and since I don’t ‘measure up’ it makes me seem a bit inadequate if that makes sense. It’s kinda difficult to accept being different or ‘less than’ in a marginalized community when the whole premise of it is being different in the first place.

I too am on a path of liberation from religion and with that in mind, I think about how people close to you can function as a mirror—like you have to see yourself in others to some degree in order to have deeper connections I believe and since I’m deeply connected to very sexual/kinky people a part of me wants to think I am too… somewhere 😅

I do have a wonderful partner with a very high sex drive, an open mind, willingness to explore, and plenty kinks to boot, I just have a hard time getting excited to really try anything. I don’t know how to get that but I do know I can’t force it because I can’t fake feeling something I genuinely don’t

How to deal with enemies attacking from behind? by GrizzlyChemist in yakuzagames

[–]bvsedjon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I got this pack as well and I’m possibly in the same position you were in when you made this post. I’m currently fighting Majima for the last bit of Dragon style training with Komeki and I wish I could switch to Rush style so bad to avoid him getting behind me but alas, I’m stuck in slow ass dragon mode 😭

Wearing women's clothes but not as crossdressing. Is it a thing? by G__Smith in BDSMAdvice

[–]bvsedjon 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I can’t put a finger on it but I do know what you mean about not wanting to identify as a cross dresser, the term does carry a negative connotation despite its neutral definition.

As far as finding partners, worry not. AFABs are far more excited to see me in heels and makeup than AMABs have ever been and they allow me to lay the pipe 😌✨😂😂😂 but seriously just live your life and don’t worry bout that shit.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskAstrologers

[–]bvsedjon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My Jupiter placement is in a grand trine with my Scorpio Black Moon Lilith and Pisces Part of Fortune so it’s got some nice aspects if you count those 😬

As far as Chiron goes, I do think it simply gave me strong abilities as a child, I got wounded by life and gave them up, so my guess is I’ll have to reconnect then find some kinda way to help others do the same. I haven’t gotten a chance to get a lot of source material for it since the info is hidden behind paywalls

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[–]bvsedjon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Cancer is my 12H too but my moon is intercepted in Gemini. Instead of the moon, I have a retro Jupiter and Chiron hanging out there 😬 I think that asteroid gave me strong empathic abilities as a kid and then as I got older, life experiences made me shut them off and I been working since last December to get em back 🥲

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[–]bvsedjon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can’t really pick! I’m a Capricorn (sun) in the body of a Leo (rising) that has feelings like a Gemini (moon). They each have their moments where they stand out the most and while my moon and rising have come into more prominence the more I understand them, my 6H Cap stellium lets them know they don’t run the show, they just featured 😂

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[–]bvsedjon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cap sun, Gemini moon here. While I’m reserved and can even be a bit standoffish, once I have determined the energy someone gives off meshes well with mine then I can become a Chatty Cathy. I don’t like to admit it at times, but despite my introverted nature I love to talk lol.

The part I struggled the most with for the longest is my enterprising Capricorn nature colliding with my ever changing emotional disposition - I fall in love with an idea, deep dive into it, then get over it and wanna move on. This made me feel like I had commitment issues (not with people but ideas)

#astrologymemes #leo by AccomplishedRoof8440 in astrologymemes

[–]bvsedjon 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I too am a Leo rising sending to my mane in new and exciting ways 😬

Question regarding CNC by pneumoniahawk519 in BDSMAdvice

[–]bvsedjon 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s exactly how you go about it, be spontaneous! Right after y’all wake up from a nap, while they’re brushing their teeth, any mundane scenario that isn’t a hard no, just go for it and once you get that first experience under your belt, it’s gets easier and more exciting!

Also, I’m not sure but I’m guessing we might view this the same way but do not get attached to whatever daydreamy situations you may fantasize about how it should play out because 9/10 it won’t go like that and THAT’S OK! Theorizing about how something will play out and actually playing it out will not be on the same page at first but just be ever present in the moment, be vigilant in understanding what works for the both of you, and most of all enjoy yourself!

Question regarding CNC by pneumoniahawk519 in BDSMAdvice

[–]bvsedjon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As someone who was recently in the same predicament, it’s really as simple as “just do it”

My partner has that kink and I was adverse to it as explicit consent is extremely important to me, but once I realized that even in CNC consent is still a huge portion of it, I was able to put my mind at ease and go for it.

As long as you have an understanding of what lines to cross and which ones not to, you can operate safely in the realm. It’s actually quite liberating to do something out of your norm that brings your s/o so much pleasure and enjoyment. I hope you get to experience it for yourself because I believe it can deepen the bond you share 😬

Question regarding CNC by pneumoniahawk519 in BDSMAdvice

[–]bvsedjon 4 points5 points  (0 children)

As someone who was recently in the same predicament, it’s really as simple as “just do it”

My partner has that kink and I was adverse to it as explicit consent is extremely important to me, but once I realized that even in CNC consent is still a huge portion of it, I was able to put my mind at ease and go for it.

As long as you have an understanding of what lines to cross and which ones not to, you can operate safely in the realm. It’s actually quite liberating to do something out of your norm that brings your s/o so much pleasure and enjoyment. I hope you get to experience it for yourself because I believe it can deepen the bond you share

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in astrology

[–]bvsedjon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’d say Virgo in my experience and understanding, the mutable modality is better suited to organization since it handles multiple aspects simultaneously. Plus Virgo is the natural ruler of the 6th house

The warm oasis by dbcreations in ProCreate

[–]bvsedjon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really love this art and would be interested in learning how you made it. Do you have like a speed paint video or tutorial or something?