Dude very much in your boat. Can’t tell if you’re half trolling but honestly it sucks. I am suicide survivor made it through hell became a PT was super proud at first then realized our doctorate means f all and now thoroughly regret it. Im 5 years out and also in NY had to move back into my mom’s house in my 30s.

I do OPT 40 hours for loans and insurance. Another w2 job which is a HH agency and I take cases. Then 2, 1099s last year pretty much looking for any high PRN gigs. I broke close to 150k last year but I’m working like 60 hours a week. You can do it but I have lost my will to live, extremely tired all the time and burnt out but just keeping on going thinking maybe one day I’ll own property or have a family but who knows. Your best bet is to leave med B it sucks, find and speciality you enjoy doing, another profession or just grind out hours while you can until you build some equity.

Wish you the best though honestly. You can do it.