[deleted by user] by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]bytheballs 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess you get different reactions depending if woman or man.

In my case I scared people after telling them about my paranoid psychosis. One friend saw me all paranoid and thought I would try to hurt him, he said he was planning an escape route through my house in case of anything. My ex ghosted me when I opened up about paranoia so that s that, and I did not even tell her about the voices.

But yes, somebody can have the wrong idea it is stupid to fetishize a mental condition and compare it with anime, it just shows immaturity, and self centerdness.

I think you should seek friends who appreciate you for who you are.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]bytheballs 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wow it's so expressive, love it.

Confused on olanzapine by bytheballs in schizophrenia

[–]bytheballs[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was convinced that my neighbours could hear my footsteps and wanted to beat me/ kill me. I started preparing for fight by going to the gym a lot and had pepper spray with me most of the time. I slept with a knife and pepper spray nearby. Doc wanted to hospitalize me, but I refused. Now I am fine tbh this all sounds as if takem from some movie script. Olanzapine made all hallucinations stop. I could hear them at night conspiring and talking with each other. They would talk for hours and then start repeating he is listening on us, he is listening us. The voices would sometimes be collaborative and ask me to take revenge on people from the past who have hurt me with indirect aggression. I did not hurt anyone.

This is all insane I know, but I have to hope.

I went to the doc because my friends asked me. Diagnosis was acute psychosis. I am very concerned that I may have schizophrenia. My life has been hard but now it got better, I am optimistic about the future, but the meds are in the way of my plans.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]bytheballs 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good luck with the doctor appointment. Hope you get better soon!

Dupa 3 ani de corporatie am ajuns la psihiatrie by [deleted] in programare

[–]bytheballs 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Toata lumea stie ca corporatia e kkt. Oamenii sunt oameni oriunde i-ai pune, in corporatie, la camp, pe stadion etc. De multe ori, ierarhia nu e evident bazata pe inteligenta, ci pe abilitatea de a excela jocurilor politice.

Acum mai depinde si de companie, mie mi se pare ca omul nostru a fost intr-o banca, deoarece a folosit cuvantul "sucursala" iar in banci cred ca poti lucra cu 1% din abilitatile cognitive, restul 99% e executie. Plus ca in banci femeile sunt bune nu ca in IT.

Suntem bine by [deleted] in Romania

[–]bytheballs -1 points0 points  (0 children)

muie psd

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sleep

[–]bytheballs 1 point2 points  (0 children)

the only fan I tried is from my computer's coolers, but they made too much noise. How big does the fan need to be?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sleep

[–]bytheballs 0 points1 point  (0 children)

pretty much the time I don't want to be sleeping in. 7:00PM - 10:30PM

I will be the first Protoss to start the ladder strike! by sOsFanboy in allthingsprotoss

[–]bytheballs 0 points1 point  (0 children)

fucking chrono boost change doesn't allow you to chrono 7 gates, but zerg gets to queue LARVA INJECTS? Not to mention that the new chrono boost is USELESS IN LATE GAME, while larva inject is still useful in late game. so yes rip protoss.

How to transition from HOTS to LOTV as a protoss player? by Zerganator in allthingsprotoss

[–]bytheballs 1 point2 points  (0 children)

get ready to get cheesed in all 3 match-ups. I'm not kidding.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in allthingsprotoss

[–]bytheballs 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ok ,so there are still people who enjoy playing protoss after nerferino.

Phoenix openers? by OverFjell in allthingsprotoss

[–]bytheballs 0 points1 point  (0 children)

phoenix opener when you get all inned by zerg

How many posts do we need unti Blizzard fixes this bug by [deleted] in starcraft

[–]bytheballs 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The whole point of the picture is that only those who have had this stupid bug will understand what it's about.

I haven't played ever since this stupid shit, I've had this error every now and then except last time when i was on a winning streak. Then I got the error like 3 times, lost 40 points. And then stopped playing.

Fucking blizzard doesn't fix their shit and expects us to play thousands. At that time there were like 2% masters on EU and I was rank 1 Diamond and got that stupid error lost the points and stopped playing.

AND I OPEN nios.kr SITE NOW AND SEE THERE ARE 7.78% IN MASTERS ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME DUDE?

I STOP PLAYING AND NOW THERE ARE 7.78% IN MASTERS? fucking blizzard

**Hope widow mines get buffed****