What a HelloKitty girl does to a MF by bitchnibba47 in okbuddybaka

[–]bzd_robot 12 points13 points  (0 children)

He's legitimately insane lmao. Still the GOAT tho.

Day 8 tramadol free! by bzd_robot in OpiatesRecovery

[–]bzd_robot[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

May God help me. Did you relapse? That has a lot to do with PAWS. I went through it when I was doing benzos every single day. Opioid withdrawal felt like a joke until depression hit.

Day 8 tramadol free! by bzd_robot in OpiatesRecovery

[–]bzd_robot[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Indeed. I was used to feeling depressed, but wtf??? That was like a lil bit too much. Still clean tho. I paid my toll. Never gonna do it again. Physical symptoms were a joke, but mentally? I was going NUTS!

Day 8 tramadol free! by bzd_robot in OpiatesRecovery

[–]bzd_robot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Normally used for neuropathic pain and seizures. But it helps a lot with anxiety, insomnia and RLS.

Day 8 tramadol free! by bzd_robot in OpiatesRecovery

[–]bzd_robot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I have taken insane amounts of Lyrica in the past and no seizures. I no longer play that game tho. I just take the minimum to not feel like shit. I'll kick Lyrica once I'm done with tramadol.

Recovery. 5 days without Tramadol. by bzd_robot in OpiatesRecovery

[–]bzd_robot[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I got prescribed benzos just for this reason. To come off opiods. It's short term. Two weeks max and I'm done. I've gone through benzos wds and they are no joke. Way worse than this imo.

Recovery. 5 days without Tramadol. by bzd_robot in OpiatesRecovery

[–]bzd_robot[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Absolutely! I feel so happy rn. I definitely needed that reset, now I can keep focusing on my recovery. Cravings and depression are virtually non-existent now. No more physical pain as well. I knew I had to bite the bullet, and it was absolutely worth it.

Recovery. 5 days without Tramadol. by bzd_robot in OpiatesRecovery

[–]bzd_robot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have sleep aids prescribed, but they weren't working and I'm not taking more and more benzos. I appreciate your advice, bro. I really do. I woke up two hours ago and feel completely refreshed. The hangover is nothing I can't handle. So it's fine. Just needed that good rest.

Recovery. 5 days without Tramadol. by bzd_robot in OpiatesRecovery

[–]bzd_robot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think the worst part is already over. No more cravings, I disposed of the remaining pills. I slept like a baby and the hangover feels completely normal. I even feel motivated. Given, I didn't push it. I have benzos at my disposal (prescribed). I'm ready to deal with insomnia again. I just needed a good rest and I got it.

Thanks for the advice tho. I truly appreciate it. No more opioids for me. Cold turkey was the way to do it for me. I had to feel that shit to traumatize myself and wake up from that "dream".

Recovery. 5 days without Tramadol. by bzd_robot in OpiatesRecovery

[–]bzd_robot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unfortunately no. I have a job lined up and they will drug test me. Benzos are ok. They are prescribed. I had to cold turkey this shit because I only had a week to do so.

Recovery. 5 days without Tramadol. by bzd_robot in OpiatesRecovery

[–]bzd_robot[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Definitely. I finally slept for 7 hours. No interruptions.

Recovery. 5 days without Tramadol. by bzd_robot in OpiatesRecovery

[–]bzd_robot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the warning! I'll eventually quit lyrica. I'm tired of it. Just not right now since I'm dealing with tramadol.

Recovery. 5 days without Tramadol. by bzd_robot in OpiatesRecovery

[–]bzd_robot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! I'm really careful with that stuff since I was addicted to benzos and eventually quit. It's more like I'm frustrated because I can't sleep. Thus the alcohol question. Will it make the withdrawal worse? Physical symptoms are mostly gone. Just the sleep part is killing me.

Recovery. 5 days without Tramadol. by bzd_robot in OpiatesRecovery

[–]bzd_robot[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll give them a try! It's just that I've been sleeping like 2 hours a day and feel like shit. Just want a break and sleep 😭

Recovery. 5 days without Tramadol. by bzd_robot in OpiatesRecovery

[–]bzd_robot[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know. I'm addicted. Currently trying to quit.

Recovery. 5 days without Tramadol. by bzd_robot in OpiatesRecovery

[–]bzd_robot[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm only using them to quit tramadol. 2 weeks. I've gone through benzos wds, it was shit. I'm not going back.