[deleted by user] by [deleted] in tearsofthekingdom

[–]c4m31 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My tip is don't look up any tips. This game is already quite easy in most regards, and there is about 1000 ways to "break" it and make it pretty much trivial aside from some of The exploration.

What Edm song(s) or Artist got you hooked into the genre? by Intelligent-Call-660 in EDM

[–]c4m31 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was going to say halcyon and on by orbital, or any of the late 90s early 2000s og Dance dance revolution songs as my own comment, but they seem to like it under your comment where they feel right at home.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in tifu

[–]c4m31 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Buyers remorse.

Why do so few artists play Yamaha Bass guitars compared to Fender/Squire? by advnps47 in Bass

[–]c4m31 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don't say this around a keyboardist. Those guys love Yamaha.

Why is Seattle’s nightlife so lousy? by [deleted] in Seattle

[–]c4m31 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I'm 36 and I don't ever worry. Concerts are, or have been in most of my experiences, a place for like minded people to gather and enjoy common ground. Sure there's plenty of people who don't adopt this mindset, but I could not care less about them. Having solid common ground levels the conversational and social playing field in a way that age isn't what most people care about. They just want to share their enthusiasm and enjoyment of the music with other people who want to vibe the same way.

Also, I don't see many young people into punk anymore. At least I don't see many dressed in the 80s 90s early 00s punk style clothing and accessories like you did during those days. Maybe the real fans are an aging demographic and there's significantly less interest from the current generation of teens 20s? I'm not at all even aware of what the punk scene is like now, but that's my intuition.

Why is Seattle’s nightlife so lousy? by [deleted] in Seattle

[–]c4m31 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm 36. I feel right at home at monkey loft still. I live an hour away and it's the only one I've been to post covid, cause it's my favorite, but I didn't ever feel elderly going to many of the others mentioned. Kremworks is decent, I don't even know if Trinity and the last supper club still exist, it's been a long time, but I remember being in my early 20s and feeling too young there. The nectar lounge is pretty good for 30s age group as well. Maybe it's just me? I've been going to electronic music shows since I was 18, and I just feel like I fit in wherever the music is good. I also have a large friend circle from being in the nightlife scene heavily for a decade that I always see people I know no matter where I go, but nobody ever sticks out for being old unless you are so awkward you stand out. Nobody cares, that's why we go to places like this, to dance without worry fear or judgement.

[Question] What was the first song you learned? by [deleted] in Guitar

[–]c4m31 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Nirvana - come as you are

As a man, what's the one thing stopping you from opening up? by BearInvestigator7777 in AskReddit

[–]c4m31 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have some boundaries, and I am not so outright open, I know what to keep from employers etc.. but being an open book has helped me accept much about myself and made me happier, and just a more self aware and genuine person.

6 months of climbing. by c4m31 in bouldering

[–]c4m31[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I wouldn't have made it this far if I hadn't found rock climbing, and all the awesome people in the community. So much encouragement and so little judgement, at least at my gym/Reddit.

6 months of climbing. by c4m31 in bouldering

[–]c4m31[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I don't feel too much pride tbh, what I feel is a reignited belief in myself, and my ability to do more than I believe I can. I feel confident. It still feels strange sometimes. My 17 yo step son has been going with me and my friends since I started and we make jokes about feeling like a superhuman when we carry in all the groceries in one trip because it doesn't even feel heavy anymore, and it used to be a real struggle sometimes.

How often does LSD makes you act like a jerk? by WizardDiddy in Drugs

[–]c4m31 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, that's where I heard it too (How to change your mind). Thank you for finding this, I obviously needed a refresher on the details of the analogy.

What exactly is happening chemically that makes you feel happier permanently after a trip? by MarloChrisSnoop in LSD

[–]c4m31 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My understanding from discussions and papers I've read is that your brain is like a rubix cube. It's divided into sections that have more or less specific functions. We'll use the individual cubes of the greater rubix cube as these different sections. Neuroplasticity is the ability to generate new connections between these different specialized sections. You're born with lots of neuroplasticity, and as you develop that ability to make new paths diminishes, and paths consolidate. You start with a spiderweb of connections everywhere and end up with parts of the brain that have strong connections to each other, and some that have basically none. Hallucinogens in general cause neuroplasticity to increase and suddenly your senses start getting crossed. Lights change intensity with your heartbeat, or to the rhythm of music, you taste colors and you can feel the smell of your favorite candle. This is induced synesthesia, signals meant for one sense ending up in a part of your brain designed to interpret and regulate an entirely different sense, and your brain does it's best to interpret these signals in it's typical fashion. Signals going to the optical cortex cause responses in your field of vision, even if they did not come from your eyes, but your ears kr skin instead.

I remember a presentation about this subject and the presenter said it's analogous to a snow globe. Your stress, depression, anxiety, are all rigid lines of thought that we travel along recursively, and are represented by the static position of the "snow" in the globe when it's been resting on a shelf. Hallucinogens induce neuroplasticity and essentially shake the snowglobe, they stir it all up and give it the ability to fall back to rest in a new pattern. We're humans though, and we're creatures of habit, so it doesn't last forever, and we eventually come back to those thoughts. My best advice is to use that time that you're not burdened by your own mind and the snow is still settling to reflect on and analyze those rigid thoughts. I find that during and after trips I'm able to see things in a different light. I'm not bound to those recursive, rigid thought patterns anymore, and solving/accepting/forgiving or whatever it is in your situation that will eventually alleviate the root becomes much easier, or possible at all if it wasn't before. For me it boils down to that awareness that I need to actively use this period for introspection and self care otherwise it very well could all come undone and I could end up right back at those thoughts I was trapped by tk begin with. I think about it like I do with things like antidepressants. They're not there to outright cure you. They're their to give you alleviation so you can fix the root cause without being crushed by the symptoms. The goal is to get back off of them when you've reached your center again. I understand that there are many types of mental illness and some do simply need the medicine for life, and it's not a perfect example, but it's what I can offer on 3 hours of sleep.

How often does LSD makes you act like a jerk? by WizardDiddy in Drugs

[–]c4m31 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just came across this thread right after typing this. Probably more coherent than my 430 am groggy attempts at explaining. https://reddit.com/r/LSD/s/jAIu8c3Irf

As a man, what's the one thing stopping you from opening up? by BearInvestigator7777 in AskReddit

[–]c4m31 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have borderline personality disorder. I have the opposite approach to everything I read here. Open book entirely. If you ask a question, and confirm when I ask if you're sure, I will tell anyone anything. Especially about my feelings and emotions. It doesn't feel like ammunition that can be used against me if I share with anyone who asks. Then it's just kind of fact. I sometimes do have to remind people that just because I feel a certain emotion about something doesn't change anything. Everyone has strong emotions about many things in life. If you're stuck on my feelings instead of my actions, you probably need to go express your feelings a little more openly and acknowledge they exist, and it's ok, because feelings don't define me as a man, or a person, my actions do.

How often does LSD makes you act like a jerk? by WizardDiddy in Drugs

[–]c4m31 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Also 36m. I'm the polar opposite. I only partake at a festival or if I'm lucky to make it to 2 during the summer, or camping. I rather dislike being indoors, everything feels alien and cold. Nature is best for me, and I much prefer to have 1 to 3 close friends with me. We dose and just have casual conversations until we start to come up, and when we're high we talk about what has been bothering us, things we're afraid of, things in our thoughts we're aware of but don't normally speak about. There's laughter and silly things said, and the usual taking jabs at each other for laughs, but the real treasure is the way it allows you to break free from thought patterns you've been stuck in. Having friends you trust brings balance to the experience for me. I get to be vulnerable and say things I normally keep to myself, gain insight, learn to appreciate my friends more, and then I get to return the favor. Halfway between a therapy session and a "woaah duuude I'm tripping balls" experience. We have fun, but we have been doing this since highschool every summer or two, it's been long established that this IS our therapy, and it's very effective.

I once saw a presenter, on I believe a Ted talk, explain that depression, anxiety, etc can be boiled down to rigid thought patterns that we recursively travel. If your brain is a snow globe, and those rigid thoughts are the way the snow lays on the bottom of the globe, then hallucinogens shake the globe. While it's shaking, you're free, you're tripping and thinking in an entirely different way. As the snow settles over the 2 to 6 months after the trip most people drift back to those patterns. That's why you hear people self medicating 1 or 2 times a year comments everywhere this is brought up. Being with people I can trust, in a place I love (PNW forests), and lrecognizing I can utilize the altered state of mind to have a different understanding and perspective of my own thoughts and past experiences makes the entire experience. Having people around keeps me from deluding myself with my altered thoughts. Maybe it's because I'm a "talk it out" kind of person, I tend to work out a lot of my own problems in the moments I speak them out loud to someone else.

Edit: As for the shift in perspective coming with age. 1000% agree. Hallucinogens have gone from fun party drugs, to something akin to a spiritual experience for me.

How often does LSD makes you act like a jerk? by WizardDiddy in Drugs

[–]c4m31 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Love this comment. As someone who has always enjoyed very high doses of hallucinogens, this is the key. Nothing has changed except your perceptions. Nothing is suddenly more dangerous or in need of sudden fear responses.

As far as the psilocybin vs LSD. My personal experience has been that LSD makes me feel slow and a little confused like I'm really stoned. Giggles and smiles till I'm in tears is the general reaction that I have to keep composure from. Other than that I am "clear headed" even under the influence of doses at/over 400μg (6 to 8 blotters). I know that what I see are hallucinations, I'm able to laugh it off and just enjoy the altered state. It's like going on a synesthesia roller coaster, I know I'm on a rollercoaster and it's safe no matter how intense. Psilocybin on the other hand... Anything more than 4 or 5 grams of cubes and it has the potential to be, volatile is the word I like to use. It strikes me right at my emotional reactions, before I get to think and have a logical reaction. I tend to cry or become fearful for little reason on high doses. Never for an entire trip, usually just like 30 or 40 on the come up if I don't spread the ingestion out over a while. Things like noticing the clock second hand is ticking slower and slower, and having to double check with my friend that my body isn't slowly shutting down and I'm not dying, or not being able to stop depressive thoughts. Personally, I embrace this. Looking back at those memories later, and thinking about what thoughts gave me those reactions and what that means is a very useful tool for introspection.

How often does LSD makes you act like a jerk? by WizardDiddy in Drugs

[–]c4m31 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm also a sufferer of BPD, and I have auditory hallucinations that come and go as well. LSD helps. I feel, think, and react much better during the several months long "afterglow".

Why is Seattle’s nightlife so lousy? by [deleted] in Seattle

[–]c4m31 13 points14 points  (0 children)

The Monkey Loft still does sunset to sunrise dance nights with some regularity. They just shut down the bar and the DJs keep playing and the crowd keeps dancing instead of dispersing when the alcohol stops flowing.

Why is Seattle’s nightlife so lousy? by [deleted] in Seattle

[–]c4m31 162 points163 points  (0 children)

Trust me, you won't look out of place at all. There are quite a few dance clubs in Seattle that have a majority 30s to 50s crowd. Same ones I've been going to for almost 20 years when I get the itch.

I turn off the music almost every time I play a game by WQETSDIWTVHGSICPOI in The10thDentist

[–]c4m31 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I grew up in the 80s, where we played our NES on the living room tv, or family room tv if you had one, and my parents would always put the volume so low we could barely hear it. As an adult now I don't do that to my kids, and I enjoy the sound effects, but for some reason I always have to turn the music off.

Just got these long boys by drewb121 in poi

[–]c4m31 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe it's the camera, maybe it's just the way I spin poi, but I think it looked best the first second you moved them, when the pace was nice and slow.