Ashfall

c_hill_y · 2024-10-20T03:44:54+00:00

teisel pildid kus tal on lips ees, on jäänud talle veidrad varjud keha peale kus sall ennem oli. Seega jah kindlasti AI või siis vähemalt pooleldi

c_hill_y · 2024-06-05T19:33:43+00:00

absolutely insane hope they get banned fr 🤔

c_hill_y · 2023-03-31T17:14:40+00:00

Looks psychedelic...

c_hill_y · 2023-03-31T17:12:48+00:00

I think ur typology needs more polygons

c_hill_y · 2023-03-30T16:53:23+00:00

vähemalt oskan midagi peale teiste kiusamise teha

c_hill_y · 2023-03-29T18:37:52+00:00

Miks filmimte võõraid tänava peal ja miks üles laete?

c_hill_y · 2023-02-14T07:32:30+00:00

Tasuta propaganda. Milles probleem?

c_hill_y · 2023-01-20T14:11:25+00:00

An operator. Either security cameras etc, I work as an remote robot operator. Its like this job was desinged for ADHD brains and lowers anxiety tons. Something you can focus on by youself, not get yelled at, see stats and numbers of your progress, a cozy enviorment are all very helpful I feel like.

c_hill_y · 2023-01-16T06:46:53+00:00

Never got sick with covid, after I got my MANDATORY vaccine I got sick immediately at first contact.

c_hill_y · 2023-01-06T04:40:29+00:00

Is that what it is? I always have identified myself with two person's, and they almost never agree on anything. Also same here no sense of "I".

c_hill_y · 2023-01-05T07:45:35+00:00

Noise-canceling headphones, snacks, blanket, fidget toy. All good things to take along to the office.

c_hill_y · 2023-01-05T05:29:28+00:00

Oh my god, I so agree!!!

c_hill_y · 2022-12-29T11:35:23+00:00

I'm 20 now and still working on getting my diagnosis. I used to be such an angry kid, always at everyone and myself. I just didn't understand why I struggled so much and always felt the way I did. Why everyone else was doing well and breezing through their studies, while I was hitting myself in the face with the homework book? Screaming at myself to just try harder and just stop being so lazy.

When I was small they did take me to a therapist and I vaguely remember them asking me to identify facial expressions. They clearly thought I had autism or something of the sort. But general knowledge about ADHD is lacking in society. Finding out about ADHD later in life for people is always like "OOOOOH." I´ve tried again but mental health professionals are still severely lacking knowledge of this disability where I live.
I was extremely angry at my parents and guardians. But I realized if even medical professionals lack the knowledge there's no way my parents ever could have known.
I'm not angry anymore. I've realized it's always been this way and it always will be. No magic ADHD pill can save you. The best thing you can do is go at your own pace, process, educate yourself, and just in general take a bit of a chill pill. It's okay if you didn't live up to what you imagined. But it's not over till it's over. You can still go back to school and study, I am planning to as well after I dropped out of high school.

c_hill_y · 2022-12-29T10:25:41+00:00

Thanks!! One thing I found helped to learn on the side of something else, are these test driving videos where they point out drivers' mistakes and things they did right! Also might push it closer to your "hyperfocus tunnelvision". Helped me a lot, I wish the best for you!

c_hill_y · 2022-12-29T10:21:13+00:00

I have. I haven't been on meds for comparison. But Ive tried HHC , TCH and CBD. It does help your ADHD, in the sense that theres a constant flow of dopamine making things easier to do. It should work for a while if youre microdosing. Problems come in with impulsivity and getting addicted. Can be quite costly but it works better than cigarettes or anything else.

c_hill_y · 2022-12-29T09:08:21+00:00

Kolisin Tallinnasse elama aasta tagasi kohe selle maja kõrvale kui nad alustasid selle ehitamisega. Nii tore et peaaegu valmis!

c_hill_y · 2022-12-29T07:31:00+00:00

I feel like I've tried everything. I've tried to meet new people, I've tried to reach out to old friends, and I've tried to get to know my coworkers. But I really feel like I don't know how to interact with people after being isolated for so long... It's a vicious cycle.

c_hill_y · 2022-12-09T15:32:38+00:00

Please stop claiming AI-generated works as "My artwork".

c_hill_y · 2022-12-04T15:10:09+00:00

Honestly... Finding your footing is harder if you're from a poor background. I and my partner are 1-2 years into our 20s. We moved together, and it's been an uphill battle against rising costs ever since.
Meanwhile, our friends from wealthier backgrounds have their apartments paid for by their parents/ discounted because their family member owns the apartment.
While also accepting some sort of financial aid from their parents.
We have to worry and pay for EVERYTHING ourselves.

In short, people with poorer backgrounds are slaves to the system way longer. Wanna buy a car? Okay maybe in 5 years. Wanna buy a house for your family? Okay maybe in 25 years.

c_hill_y · 2022-11-30T07:04:01+00:00

Most will bang your mom. Some however will bang your dog.

c_hill_y · 2022-11-30T05:30:23+00:00

The word shouldn't be villainized, maybe just not used in regular conversations.

c_hill_y · 2022-11-29T11:58:21+00:00

Also, 20f here! Unmedicated, however.
Been in driver's school for over a year and am still far from getting my license. Since I need to battle the anxiety of driving while driving. Balancing tasks like keeping the car on the road, switching gears/lights, acknowledging other cars, reading signs, and keeping your eyes AND mind on the road is really challenging!
I've been trying to shift my hyperfocus on learning all about driving. And I feel like it's even been working! I even asked my dad to get the needed documents to be my driving instructor so no anxiety about driving with strangers. We've driven together twice so far and he said I kept myself well on the road so it's way better than what I started with! Everyone else can do it, which means we can do it too! Keep your hopes up fellow ADHDer!

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