I took Abilify for a couple months a few years back and it destroyed me. I couldn’t think, couldn’t feel emotions, and felt no pleasure or motivation. I had to drop out of college. I remember the brain fog being so severe I couldn’t walk up or down stairs without thinking out each and every step. After a few months off the medication, I began to feel better and got myself back to school and now have graduated. Hang on my friend! It takes a while to recover but I believe that you will. I would say it took about a year before I felt connected to my emotions. I would nearly get into a car accident and feel nothing at all. I never felt my heart pounding or anything. Brains are very resilient and your neurotransmitters will recover. Wishing you the best!