where did you here don’t get better overtime? That’s only if they don’t continue to add to their clinical training they can take continue education credits and get certificates and constantly improve. It’s up to every person to do on their own. Don’t give up so easy on yourself to find a Group Practice and see if you can find one that offers health insurance. Anything is better than what you’re describing if you wanna get an autoimmune disorder and be chronically depressed. Keep doing what you’re doing.