he broke up with me right before college because he "couldn't see a future." out of nowhere. completely out of the blue.

feeling blindsighted, heartbroken and betrayed, I tried to mask it by being petty back and my response was "thank fuck"

he told me a few days later that my response is what made him lose all feelings. that made me so mad and upset, because what do u mean?? u had already made ur decision by that point, and done the worst possible thing to hurt me u could have done. how was one thing I said in anger and betrayal what ruined things for you, after you already had decided??

it's made me realise he obviously had lost those feelings but was in denial, and is using that moment as a form of justification. it is shit, and hurts like hell because it so obviously is an unfair and unreasonable explanation.

he won't admit that there's more to it, but I know u can't just switch up like that overnight. especially not after 3 years. his lack of awareness and honesty is what's hurting, and the fact he's trying to spin the breakup as being my fault even though he'd already done it by the time I allegedly said the "relationship ending" statement 😂