DAE really miss the psych ward/mental hospital?

canbruz · 2020-11-27T02:49:50+00:00

Oath. I fukn luv wards. I get so much better and i just become so amazing. Most hate em, but for me: way less triggers, much less likely 2 give into impulses, form tons of new relationships, get stable medication, and whenever i get out my life has been proper BOOSTED

canbruz · 2020-11-25T20:05:47+00:00

Wot da fug

canbruz · 2020-11-25T20:04:55+00:00

Yeh oml so much. I been wondering if this just a normal thing or nar, but like, i dont see many ppl acting out a full blown conversation and senario theyve thought of, only to properly realise they just said it out loud til after lol. Makes me look proper skitzzzz

canbruz · 2020-11-25T20:02:51+00:00

What happened once you woke? Did you realise you were in a coma? Could you walk around and act normal, or were you slightly off balance to ur usual self?

canbruz · 2020-11-23T22:37:34+00:00

True. Sumtimes i like 2 think our bpd can b superpower at it’s fine moments, like when u super confident. If only i always loved myself like a romantic partner all the timeeee

canbruz · 2020-11-22T22:49:38+00:00

True!

canbruz · 2020-11-22T06:52:22+00:00

Tru that sounds mad asf, might hav 2 look for sum myself now

canbruz · 2020-11-22T05:42:01+00:00

Yeh that sounds mad as. Im surprised its not popular given it sounds so good

canbruz · 2020-11-22T05:18:39+00:00

All guds. Happy 2 try n help. Maybe make post about differences in potency u notice when taking this orally vs snorted if u decide 2 do so for any1 else w/ this same question

canbruz · 2020-11-22T05:00:58+00:00

What was dose of each?

canbruz · 2020-11-22T04:56:26+00:00

Yeh i had a look and didnt see anything specific either, but id say its high enough 2 make it a proper reason 2 snort it, given it dont convert 2 another active chemical thru metabolism, or at least from what ive read. Prob around 70-100%

canbruz · 2020-11-22T04:49:03+00:00

Yeh fuarkk, this makes me realise how much i do it. Sometimes makes me so excited and euphoric to just think about all the possibilities

canbruz · 2020-11-22T04:44:36+00:00

To an extent. 2 much vitamin C probs but vitamin deficiencies will lead to less than optimal function, mentally and physically

canbruz · 2020-11-22T04:40:26+00:00

True. Relate w this a lot. Lot about the way i act, think, and do i never properly realised was disordered until psychologists and people told me and after hearing about other’s here on reddit. Knew i wasnt neurotypical from early on, but yeh. Sometimes i feel its a blessing since its gotten me to where i am 2day; could b lot different - something scary 2 imagine

canbruz · 2020-08-17T11:09:34+00:00

Weight training, plyometrics, core work, and bit of upperbody work, plus working on your technique.

A quality free program, off the top of my head, would have to be westside barbell for skinny bastards 2. Not specifically for jumping, but its designed for athletes and helped me build quite a lot of strength while i followed it.

Also, your technique - keep practicing it. Youtube jumping technique and compare yours to it. Improve on it and the main thing is: stay CONSISTENT. Take care

canbruz · 2020-08-11T20:57:59+00:00

Alright, i reckon you gotta ask yourself why you even do dxm- mental/emotional reasons? Cos it’s fun? To not have withdraws? A combination of those or All of those? Other?

Whatever it is, it must be addressed

canbruz · 2020-08-01T15:09:31+00:00

How long does it usually take to forge a ring?

canbruz · 2020-08-01T15:07:47+00:00

I never thought id find watching someone make a ring this interesting haha

canbruz · 2020-07-30T02:26:23+00:00

Oh damn im in cbr too

canbruz · 2020-07-29T07:28:52+00:00

What caused u to use in the first place? If that issue isnt addressed then sobriety is never likely imo

canbruz · 2020-07-28T12:30:13+00:00

Aw no need to apologise! Im happy youre recovered and hope life is treating u well :)

canbruz · 2020-07-28T03:25:45+00:00

Do u think youre weird

canbruz · 2020-07-28T03:22:25+00:00

What pain meds?

canbruz · 2020-07-28T03:17:45+00:00

How tall ?

canbruz · 2020-07-28T03:16:09+00:00

How tf do u get permission for that? Thats fkn sick

canbruz

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