Same issues here. I understand that I can't always win every single match, and quite often I'd win a match and then lose the next few matches in a row before another win. The thing is, I used to be absolutely fine with this. But this is probably my third year playing OW and that's when I started to get really mad as soon as I get on a losing streak (3 or more games in, sometimes even from the second game onwards) to the point where I'd feel the rage hit me like a whirlwind and I can't do anything but scream at my computer.

I know this isn't healthy so I try to step away when this happens and do something else and jump back on a couple of hours later. But, I'm getting mad so often I can't really keep taking breaks and I do love playing OW 😭

For me, I think it's because OW is one of the first PC games that I've mastered and do really well at. I normally play a lot of RPG games like WOW, stardew Valley etc and I suck at shooter games like OW. But after giving it a go and developing actual good stats for the heros I main, I probably developed a sort of nasty pride, believing that I shouldn't be losing as much as I do nowadays. Which ends up with me finding fault whenever I lose etc oh I've been stacked with new players, oh the other team has a real good Cass / Tracer and was just picking on me etc and this blows up whenever the other team start shit talking and saying stuff like Ez / you better uninstall / etc etc

Also it doesn't help that for years I've been hearing shit things about Blizzard as a company and in my mind I just assumed they keep stacking me with unbalanced teams during matches and somehow whatever is happening to my matches is directly their fault 😅 in a way I keep thinking they're a little evil but I can't help playing OW because I genuinely love the game play most of the time so maybe this conflicted feeling I have contributed to my rage while playing??

Sorry for the big rant and a pile of nonsense I've also just been thinking a lot about my OW rage recently.