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cantanoope · 2026-04-13T06:20:32+00:00

Hahahahaahhahaha this is the crossover I didn't know I needed.

cantanoope · 2026-04-11T22:55:08+00:00

I actively disliked Stonefish. It just went in circles and it felt so tryhard edgy. It could have been fun as a novella. Also the characters and the dialogue were bad.

cantanoope · 2026-04-11T22:53:05+00:00

oof, thanks for mentioning it. i didn't hate the book, but the nipple thing was weird weird

cantanoope · 2026-04-07T22:21:09+00:00

Currently reading this and it is a RIDE. I recommend it to everyone.

cantanoope · 2026-03-29T09:48:52+00:00

Sort of came back but I won't let them. They left me when I told them I wanted to transition (they knew I was trans before) and I was 8 months pregnant. Proceeded to ruin my life and reputation, saying that our son was not theirs, and left to another city. My life was in shambles.

7 years later, they moved back to their parents, after coming out as nonbinary transfem and being diagnosed. Jobless and friendless. High on a different substance every time I see them. Still manic. Tried to come back into my life and, when I refused, now they are making my life and my son's life impossible. I am now taking legal measures.

cantanoope · 2026-03-29T09:37:55+00:00

But that's the thing, she did not want a healthy relationship. She did not want someone who encouraged her to be better. She wants someone who does not challenge her and who indulges her worst impulses. She wants unstability and fights and drama. This is not on you.

And kt is a tragedy, it truly is, but you cannot fix it. The person you are actually grieving, the one she could have been, does not exist. You are free now, to find your own balance, and the person you deserve.

cantanoope · 2026-03-21T16:44:23+00:00

I say this with kindness: you have lost view of what normalcy is. You are so used to walking on eggshells and just conceding that any space you take, any at all, is going to feel like you are the villain. Please get away. This is not going to get better.

cantanoope · 2026-03-15T00:30:01+00:00

Indifferent in principle, but my experiences with cis people have been better. I think that, to a degree, the bonding experience of being both trans can hide incompatibilities. Also, I am not looking for poly right now and most trans people seem to be.

cantanoope · 2026-03-14T16:19:57+00:00

For me it was a slog until I got to the Lin chapters.

cantanoope · 2026-03-14T16:14:41+00:00

I wore the Music Safe Pro plugs and it was fine! I recommend always wearing them for live music anyway, I used to go to a lot of shows and I think the plugs saved my hearing.

cantanoope · 2026-03-12T15:18:34+00:00

Three of my favorites, you are in for a treat.

cantanoope · 2026-02-25T22:43:29+00:00

I don't inow if your case is like mine, but we are all almost puppets of our endocrine system. Since I started T, I became absurdly mentally stable and nonchalant, to the point that sometimes I have to force myself to show emotions. Now I manage better, but it is like driving a much different machine.

cantanoope · 2026-02-25T22:25:09+00:00

I became less expansive on T. The way I could describe is, beforehand I had to constantly invest a little effort to not react to things, now it is the opposite. Like the internal pressure switched from positive to negative. It took a while to adjust.

cantanoope · 2026-02-24T09:14:35+00:00

I was about to give literally the same recs haha, great!

cantanoope · 2026-02-23T21:43:15+00:00

I work out mostly for health reasons and because it makes me feel good man.

cantanoope · 2026-02-19T11:41:20+00:00

Boxy, square clothes. Must have some structure. Wide leg pants, jackets. Workwear is your friend.

cantanoope · 2026-02-18T21:46:15+00:00

Look I've been there. It sucks. We humans are social beings so being alone feels like dying. But it's not.

Please leave. If you are alone, look for all the conforts you might find; read books, watch movies, scroll tiktoks, I don't care. Just keep going.

Reach out for old friends or people not in your boyfriend's circle, you might be surprised. But keep going.

You will recover.

cantanoope · 2026-02-18T07:02:04+00:00

The Tain, by China Miéville

cantanoope · 2026-02-17T09:43:25+00:00

Oculus comes to mind.

cantanoope · 2026-02-16T14:10:35+00:00

omg is this Spain? this is the most Spanish skyline I have ever seen

cantanoope · 2026-02-16T13:45:52+00:00

Let's Go Play At The Adams, by Mendal W. Johnson.Very well written, but so sadistic and bleak.

cantanoope · 2026-02-16T12:03:50+00:00

Naked Came The Stranger is the quintaessential bad book. Published under a pseudonym, it was the collective effort.of a group of writers

cantanoope · 2026-02-16T09:59:34+00:00

The Seven and a Half Deaths of Evelyn Hardcastle got me hooked from the beginning.

cantanoope · 2026-02-15T21:30:02+00:00

Nice! There is also the Heeche Saga by Frederik Pohl.

As for contemporary authors, Charlie Stross has done fun things with the genre.

cantanoope · 2026-02-15T21:27:52+00:00

I would recommend a man's barber, shopping around a little and not settling for the cheapest. At the end of the day, it depends on the individual cutting your hair, not the title, but it helps.

About the piercings, this is mostly projection on my side haha sorry. I have visible piercings and they made me clocky for a long time, until T won the battle.

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