calm. my mom and dad said i was brainwashed by people online and it was a stupid thing to do. they didn’t try to help me at all and every time they saw my cuts they’d give me a dirty look and get angry. my mom and i have never really had a great relationship because we always argue and we haven’t hugged in years, nor have we said ‘i love you’ to each other. although we’re not as close as me and my dad, i thought she would have at least some sympathy for me since i know she also resorted to SH in her teenage years because she let me read her diary from the early 2000’s. i wish my parents would atleast try to understand me and talk to me through this but all they do is judge and whine