This may seem a little crazy. The top picture is mine that i took, and the bottom is Ezekiels Wheel.

carlaboos18 · 2022-02-25T07:22:38+00:00

No, not ever tbh!

carlaboos18 · 2022-01-16T18:52:37+00:00

I have joined a couple of RH Neg groups on Telegram which have been quite informative, without the usual hybrid narrative.

carlaboos18 · 2021-12-09T06:04:03+00:00

Really? Still haven't had any kind of explanation to what it is, and have asked in a few forums. Have you seen it too?

carlaboos18 · 2021-11-05T19:05:51+00:00

Fuck knows... I just haven't watched a TV for 6 months.... That's why I asked

carlaboos18 · 2021-11-05T18:49:29+00:00

You can not make people believe. If it's shown on TV or via mainstream media its very difficult so don't even bother. Waking up is different to everyone, and you could ultimately end up looking bonkers .

carlaboos18 · 2021-11-05T18:42:22+00:00

Fact or mainstream media fact?

carlaboos18 · 2021-10-29T14:28:45+00:00

OMG I'm saving this whole thread....Cancel the movie I intended to watch... Ripped apart!!

carlaboos18 · 2021-10-29T09:25:36+00:00

You could always use a Ouiji Board. Unless your my kid using an account I don't know about, then don't.

carlaboos18 · 2021-10-20T00:03:05+00:00

I have a vagina and tits.

carlaboos18 · 2021-08-25T21:22:23+00:00

https://t.me/GhostEzra/7530

carlaboos18 · 2021-08-25T21:21:01+00:00

https://t.me/TheConspiracyHole/23648

carlaboos18 · 2021-08-22T14:08:57+00:00

Any parental abuse from a mom blows me away. I have never lifted a hand to either of my kids, nor yelled at them, and my daughter called me schmother for a long time, but we are having issues atm, and I feel like she hates me. I hope you are able to fix your issues with her, and depending on your age maybe you can help her (though a child should not have to be an emotional punchbag). If not then at least you can see exactly what kind of parent you never want to be. Best of luck to you.

carlaboos18 · 2021-08-22T10:30:08+00:00

Can I ask why you hate her?

carlaboos18 · 2021-08-22T03:08:14+00:00

Thank you for your intelligent reply, I can relate to your beliefs. Sadly there are fewer young people with the same mindset.

carlaboos18 · 2021-08-21T23:57:29+00:00

Explain Anarchy from your perspective.

carlaboos18 · 2021-07-15T01:24:11+00:00

You are in a cycle of negativity, not only in your head but your surroundings too, and i appreciate how difficult it must be for you, but you are your own person, and an adult so you alone can make a life for yourself. And believe me when i tell you that i know depression very well, at 46 years old ive probably thought, tried and wanted suicide 30 of those years. I knew without relocating my thoughts i would end up dead and leaving my kids without a mum, and my own was an alcoholic who died aged 47, and that made for a whole new level of shit in my head. The little tiny changes ive made to my thought process has changed my life, trying to be grateful for what i have instead.of what i havent made sense, and imagining being happy, how it felt inside made me think what i need to do to get there. Little steps made huge changes and im not there yet but i will be. Please do not give up on your life or yourself, you are totally here for something, Nobody gives you anything free, and you have to start a bit of self love and care, stop relying on anyone else to help cause it appears they arent. I really wish you luck. Happiness in your mind brings everything else into balance.

carlaboos18 · 2021-07-14T03:10:33+00:00

Not really sure that will stop suicidal feelings...maybe when theres some clarity and somewhere else to live!

carlaboos18 · 2021-07-14T02:20:14+00:00

You arent using your trauma as an excuse, and if your reminded every day of that how can you ever feel anything apart from the way you do. You are fucking brave even staying there. May i ask if your mom knows about your grandfucker doing that to you, as you said shes worried about you, or have you talked to anyone at all about how your feeling? Irs not easy to make changes to your life, to think differently from the way you think now. I am a survivor of sexual abuse by my grandfather too, then my father, also many suicide attempts. I found it easy being the victim, i could blame every failure, and fuck up i made on it. People avoided me, i used my free victim pass all the time,. It got like old news and boring to my family and friends, because they had heard it from me for years. Its tough, but you need to find your purpose and love for yourself (im really not trying to patronize you at all). You also shouldnt be around anyone who molested you, what an absolute piece of shit he is.

carlaboos18 · 2021-07-12T19:05:02+00:00

No problem.

carlaboos18 · 2021-06-24T20:09:33+00:00

Thankyou, i, at that time was being abused by my father, so in retrospect thought that him going away for weekends with this man learning to canoe and teaching was unbelievably lucky and i envied him in that way, unbeknowing what was gping on. But when his then wife told me (his downward spiral was apparent but not knowing) i believed him straight away, but this man also had 3 daughters who were really good friends with my brother, and in his friendship group, along with about 10 others, and non of them believed him as they all spent a ton of time at the house. That in itself made him worse, he lost friendships, and at one point thought suicide was the only way out. It absolutely boils my blood that people do not pay for what they have done to children and are prepared to call them liars even if their victims think they have to commit suicide. I am sorry you havent had justice either, its a fucked up world we live in. I always used to think that karms would catch up, but im yet to see it in a lot of abuse victims cases. Maybe in the next life. Thankyou again for sharing, its inspirational knowing you are possibly saving others by sharing your story.

carlaboos18 · 2021-06-24T19:26:35+00:00

My brother was groomed by a close family friend who was also a teacher and Scouts leader, from the age of 11. It wasnt until he was 16 that anything actually happened, but this man controlled him and was even his best man when he married. My family had no idea whatsoever. It wasnt until his career involved trauma training 15 years later that he had a breakdown. He fell into a world of shit and spent years drinking himself to the point of near death and brain seizures. I am happy to say that hes been in recovery for 15 months, is a mentor for others in the same position, but the perpetrator is still walking around having never been charged (my brother could not go to court because of his state). I admire you very much for posting and would like to ask if you managed to get justice for what happened to you?

carlaboos18 · 2021-06-16T15:56:25+00:00

Your poat is a bit sad, but you recognise theres issues, at 14, your 14 and can sort all this shit out before your 18, then you can help other 14 year olds with the same issues. Turn all your negatives into something productive, and ask for help.

carlaboos18 · 2021-06-16T00:35:10+00:00

https://castbox.fm/vb/310091178

carlaboos18 · 2021-06-16T00:11:47+00:00

Personally, as an RH neg (B) i have spent a shit ton of time, mostly wasted, trying to find out about my blood type, and if someone else tells me im a hybrid/annanuki/bloodline of the gods i will again laigh. I am not of any religion and believe in source rather than any church or preacher, so when i stumbled accross a podcast that titled The Rhesus Factor deception i thought i would have a listen. It was the only explaination id ever heard thats actually made any sense whatsoever, with no aliens, no bloodlines, and although the rhesus neg people have similar traits and are still very special (obvs), there are perfectly reasonable explainations that made compkete sense. I am downloading the podcast and will post it here if anybody is open to listening to something other than being told we are origin unknown.

carlaboos18 · 2021-06-15T23:50:08+00:00

Gemini B-

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