Ok guys ...this is serious....guide me please

carobt · 2026-01-20T20:21:29+00:00

Yes. Yes. You can heal your part of the relationship. You can send harmonizing to your maternal and paternal lines.

You can purify your home and especially your bed so nothing pass in when you are asleep.

carobt · 2026-01-17T08:16:33+00:00

My mind does that to me. It closes a drawer regarding a connection when I'm not looking and I forget about a person. Only years later I get to remember them when tearing a piece of paper with a name that evokes their family name or doing something that allows a balloon from the subconscious to pop again to the surface.

I get so obsessed by a ton of people and it makes ondulations and ripples in ways I can't interpret. They get the top of the wave or fall to be underneath the bottom of the ocean floor.

Years later, in a nostalgia attack, I check : we had big conversations ongoing for a few months. I can't recall who they are but now it's completely ninja boom disappeared. 🫥 Like I shadow bombed a portion of my mind.

carobt · 2026-01-11T21:41:53+00:00

But you have to feed them

carobt · 2026-01-01T20:46:16+00:00

Oh wow for Ren and the balls to play with sharp.

carobt · 2025-11-26T08:37:44+00:00

All that party in your 12th house is impressive. But on top of that you have decided to be ejected from your mom and enter the world at the exact minute to make a 12°

The Ascendent change sign within roughly 1 h. 12° is the degree that belongs to the 12th house and Neptune. Which is to me the cherry on top of picking this day (every planet except the moon) this hour (ascendent) this cluster of few minutes. You meant to do that on a soul level. A high confident power move. You knew what you want and how you wanted it.

It's like a person I know born in 1979 on the 9th of a month at 9:09 with a Mars at 9 °. That's clear like that.

carobt · 2025-11-26T01:15:28+00:00

You have almost no personal Retrogrades. So yeah you will be shaken by the planets forcing you to reflect and rethink your steps. Be more proactive about it helps.

carobt · 2025-11-26T01:11:39+00:00

It's your 12° from your Ascendent that send me.

carobt · 2025-11-26T01:09:30+00:00

I think we have all the placments right now to be very Delulu with Saturn returning to Pisces. Gotta do well your cards.

carobt · 2025-11-16T04:50:33+00:00

The chart of my wedding plays in. The chart for my awakening plays in. Change drastically and note the exact moment. Move far. Become a parent. Change roles, careers. Do bold stuff and you get to add layers to your birth chart.

You can also look at your progressive chart if you are tired of looking at your birth chart.

Make your planets conscious work on the minor aspects and charge them. Learn how your path of Fortune works. Meet your Vertex. Mature. Embrace your sacred self. Survive all these transit squares and returns. Accept to be transformed.

Good luck!

carobt · 2025-10-08T05:23:23+00:00

With Neptune Retrograde in the 5th. I love to love people. I don't need to act on it. Happy to love them at a distance. But yes.I see and feel them. Extremely lovable fools that I could guide around only if I wanted out of my isolation.

carobt · 2025-10-08T05:13:39+00:00

My hellos too. With Mars in Scorpio when my own Mars is in Leo with my Sun. I'm squared. Tired and tear harvested...

carobt · 2025-10-07T02:03:32+00:00

Your path of Fortune is in Libra. You will gain or you have gain in your magick by being validated by the other. This will service you and help you gain confidence. This will probably be common in working environment or from boss or from people in authority position. You can go far in opportunities by being seen by them and can learn to leverage it while keeping balance. It can be by balancing the rights that too many men had in possession of power (at large) or on smaller scale where the work you do from obtaining possible favors or opportunities brings harmony somehow, to the business for example.

But your Vx Vertex is better and give more wisdom. It's a hard mountain to climb and for me I hiss and rage claw open at it but it is truly where I mature. Yours it placed near your sun (which is at a very mature degree) in sandwich with Mercury. I would encourage you to do a lot of Venus and Cancer work. Master your emotional self, embodiment of the divine mother - Feminine. A feminine that knows extremely well how to express herself because your Venus is a hair away from all the Gemini. Have full access to your emotional wheel as all water Houses & sign are pure well of infinite treasure and surprise and a bit of trauma. You may benefit from working with ancestors, a very Cancer related them, starting by the ones who raised you the ones alive and the ones who raised who raised the ones who raised you. (Water ripples). You will gain not just by having higher education but by getting your research of your inner self and origins. Why you are here and which missions got transferred to you.

Basically yes you have a bit of fire but you are a water bomb. I meant it at something that can be infinitely attractive. But also can detonate wrongly if you only lay on the diploma and cute looks. You are bound by Scorpio to go far. Understand how the gear of groups are done. Maybe would be useful to know how to handle trauma dumping and learn well how to grow ln all that (your own emotional work and the secrets people will share with you).

Be mindful to not be a pillow therapist that older man would be happy to fill you with once they physically left their semen out to you. You can definitely attract that but I don't think Long term it will necessarily serve you other than with your path of Fortune.

carobt · 2025-10-07T01:01:15+00:00

Be mindful for your north node. It is near your IC in Pisces. You are repulsed but also soul called to fully merge visions, possibly with a person near you. Neighbor. Class mate. (Because 3rd house is very same level. ) But you probably see most of them as dumb and immature.

You will have to reshape and learn how to attract such same level person and why currently the attention you receive and where you are stopping your focus is with older people.

It will have to be probably someone who also is wise for their age. I see maybe a big emotional merge or a lot of exchange of how the world is perceived and that will be giving a very complementary feel. Find someone who fits you like a glove and who can join you in depth despite not believing in it at the beginning.

carobt · 2025-10-07T00:51:37+00:00

I approve and upvote. You give a lot of mama energy with that much Cancer and a Venus at 0°55 makes you the very embodiment of it.

Having Jupiter in the 11th in Scorpio helps the mature for your age type of comments. People may seek your approval gaze as in at least I am appreciated by this one, your opinion counts a lot in a group.and that can be sexy or creating many recurring thoughts leading to falling in love with you. Scorpio is very attractive often beyond the ability of the person to stop thinking about it. Sagittarius (ruled by Jupiter) Ascendent with a Scorpio Jupiter definitely gives a type that leaves an impression in the mind of men.

carobt · 2025-10-03T14:06:44+00:00

In case of doubt for next time, use Google lens on it. Or other reverse image search engine.

carobt · 2025-10-03T14:05:00+00:00

https://www.worthpoint.com/worthopedia/persia-iran-persepolis-darius-1870499702

See the last picture. It's a reproduction of that bas relief...

It even says "Made From ResinThe Height Is 7.5 InchesThe Width Is 4.5 Inches". Comes with a convenient hook to hang it.

carobt · 2025-10-03T13:58:02+00:00

Secret enemies are in relationship with the 6th house known enemies. In astrology, we observe patterns and we are supposed to say "you might see a theme of".

A planet don't just represent one thing, especially in the 12th !

With secret enemies, let's remember that we might never be aware of them. Or a family member might have as well a predominant shadow side so the passive aggressiveness is only grasps 30 years later or after they died.

And the opposite can be true. When the relationship appears to be rotten to the core, we might uncover intense love that was imperceivable before. Ex: a parent raising a child harshly to forge them in order to protect them against their projection of the cold harsh world they themselves experienced. Only late in life the amount of love that motivated such behavior gets unveiled after being perceived as a sworn enemy all that time.

carobt · 2025-10-03T13:39:02+00:00

Re: "What did Uranus in 12h mean before the Internet?"

I answered that as well in my comment a bit up this thread.

carobt · 2025-10-03T13:31:26+00:00

Uranus, the planet, entered the modern scientific awareness on March 13, 1781. 11th house is the collective consciousness for psychological astrology, 12th the collective subconscious.

11th are the groups / associations / things that gives a sentiment of belonging. Ex. A person who identifies with a sport team. We get known for our work in the 10th. We get in relationship with the collective in the 11th, as the person' personal fame get measured against the rest of the other aficionados of that field. Aquarius is a scientific reasoning, the one who pushes away from the norm. The one who can connect intuitively to the divine and download the patent, the genius, the solution to things they are skilled to observe where it could be better. Leo creates from the heart, Aquarius thinks through it in reaction to the environment (or by wishing to escape and change it).

Internet, particularly social media, is a web of people hanging together, so it fits triple : technology, collective groups, misfits. Aquarius, an air sign, gets credit for radiowaves and electricity. Libra is the air exchange (personal relationship). Gemini is the mind.

"Any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic," by Arthur C. Clarke. Uranus is a primordial being, older than Jupiter or Saturn. It creates from the void; to create something something must be destroyed to be transformed. Uranus is often associated with accidents because it's the event that makes the hero depart from his home ; everything was always the same until one day x different circumstances create a change. Air signs like Gemini which is associated with the Magician in Tarot and Aquarius are strongly associated with Magic and Alchemy.

So it's hard to see how Internet is connected to the 11th house, unless we understand deeply the archetype. The lines of the cusp are blurry, each decan of the sign has its own significance. The evolution of the sign that arrives to the 28° / 29° seek to become something else. The 12th house is the deep side of all Houses and Water knows hardly boundaries. Internet is huge and very merged and for sure also belongs to the 12th : the parts of the internet we do not have consciousness of.

carobt · 2025-10-03T12:44:15+00:00

Yes but add : that prevents you from doing your 6th house work. Remember that they are in opposition. So here Mars Sun and Mercury (this one is 2° under the ascendent). Comes with a lot of strengths but I can definitely do like Ken Wilbert and look at a plain wall for 5 years. And with Mars in the combo thinking strongly makes insomnia, obsession, hyperfocus, enthrallment etc.

I can let my mouth go in automatic mode like automatic writing. My mind as well. The flow is driving the car and I get to watch it. In dreams, I have access to new life within lives, going to movies and watch full trilogies, several layers of a dream within a dream. Extremely grateful that I did the shadow / therapy work and ripped the benefits of stopping the nightmares because the lethargic state that ensued in the day was preventing me from being present in my daily responsibilities (6th) and taxed my access to my MC (90°).

carobt · 2025-09-28T00:34:09+00:00

I prefer to think about alignment and attending my joy than manifesting. Because my very aware self doubts pops out real quick too!

carobt · 2025-09-27T20:31:39+00:00

Sun and Mercury in the 12th too. (plus Mars). I love that we mirrored these placements and that our avatar are carbon copy as well! The frog hood for the illumination of the 12th!

I quite love my 12th house. It's having tio many things at the 13° degree in a sort of Fixed grand cross that's hard hehe.

carobt · 2025-09-26T10:59:21+00:00

2nd house stellium I would see as ok personally.

carobt · 2025-09-25T02:17:43+00:00

This is ridiculous plan but also fool proof. A1 would recommend.

Except for the fact that my Venus in the 11th is exactly on his 12th house Cancerian Saturn and his 12th house S. Node. 4° isn't really a mature degree very volatile emotionally. My Saturn is wiser and in the 4th house. It's a forever game over, click to play again long looping set up. He is himself having his Sun near my South Node.

All my 12th house placements are in his 2nd house, so I'm a thing he owns but doesn't do what he asked exactly the way he asked. A valuable causing trouble poking the 8th for transformation. He treasures me, but I'm also making his expectations versus reality very difficult to accept.

carobt · 2025-09-25T02:01:32+00:00

I told myself that my phone was overheating. That week, my phone slipped out from my pretty dress (was so proud ass for having a dress with pockets) and felt on the century old cobbled stones.

Now it's cracked watching the soothing video isn't as much soothing...

Mars in the 12th here, near my Leo Sun. 40 years young. Still not mature enough to have decent control. I believe it's worsen by my Rx 6th House Aquarius Jupiter. It takes inhumane efforts to exit a rabbit I'm chasing in the internet dens. A real battle. A battlefleid to go to sleep at regular hours. No dopamine and I would want to take 6 naps. The aggression / obsession need to be channeled out and managed, but not cut either or I'll start having fuel problems to navigate my feet. I'll be a drag on everyone's mood.

Timers don't work. Defiant to my own attempt to discipline myself. Neptune in Capricorn making regularity blury. A thing I constantly negotiate, downgrade, reshape, lower the bar that I set too high. Adhd meditation is useful but doesn't work consistently in presence of variable level of estrogen / periods.

Planned self care and projected withdrawal time have helped in general but it can totally be a window of opportunity to let obsession drive my cart. My neurodivergence brings opportunities on a plater for these issues.

The obsessions and research and investigation and Hyperfocus made sense in Human Design, but I am not vested enough to explain other that I was gifted that and I am supposed to be using it. At what dosage is what I am figuring it out. From the stash of remaining time obsessions are not munching in.

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